it's been okay lately
i've been making it through
i've been hopeful
i've been good, for the first time in a while.
i guess what i'm missing is peace
the peace of the mist on the river at 6 am
the peace of the summer stars at night
the peace of falling asleep in someone's arms.
the peace of camping underneath the vastness of mountains
the peace of laying down with the smoke in your head
the peace of being with people you love, in any sort of way, who love you too.
the world is so amazing when you're at peace
when you're just happy, and calm, and everything is positive
when the water is calm, and everything is still, and you feel the wind only gently
when you can feel someone's love for you, warm, and comfortable, and making you smile for no reason
when the world is just a warm place, when everything is just cozy and comfortable and nothing can ruin your mood
that's my ideal place
that's where i'm at peace.
