July 2014
let's get drunk off that whiskey in your cabinet
and pitch a tent somewhere and spend the night
and get an apartment after high school
and buy a dog
and get matching tattoos
and adopt animals from shelters
and get high and listen to music
and spend a day just driving around
and play gta 5 together
and watch south park
and breaking bad
and game of thrones
and orange is the new black
and get bdubs
why do you captivate me so?
the hold you have on me is frightening
because i have commitment issues
and i'm a realist
who knows the odds of us making it past high school
and i know my own capacity to inflict harm
and even after these years
it still is terrifying to let someone in
but even with my fear
your arms are the best home i know
and i love how far down you bend to kiss me
and i love giving you suffocating hugs
and i love how damn tall you are
and i love how you snore
and i love how nice you are when i don't deserve it
and i love how stupid we can be together
and i love your surprising green eyes
and i love your curly hair somewhere between short and long
and i love our similar tastes in music
and i love your kisses that never have any tongue
and i love wrapping my legs around yours when we're laying down
and i love your tempurpedic pillow
and i love when you slither your arms up my shirt and softly stroke my back
and i love when you run your fingers through my hair
and i love yelling at you for making my hair frizzy when you run your fingers through it
and i love when you tickle me
and i love how when i'm upset you just hold me
and i love your family (including jeffrey)
and i love you
