seeking: one person
who will stay up all night and talk to me.
I know it's cliché
but let's talk about what matters
let's talk about things we never said to others,
let's talk about ourselves.
let's talk about love, and sex, and our experiences with mind altering substances. let's talk about all those feelings we've been bottling up, and putting in a neat jar with a strong lid on a weak shelf. let's say shit we never told anyone else, let's get to know each other. let's talk about religion (or my lack thereof), let's talk about philosophy, let's talk about death, let's talk about the best and worst things that we've ever done. let's say everything we've been dying to say to someone, let's not just say all the usual pleasantries that permeate our lives. let me tell you how I haven't had a real conversation about real shit in weeks, let me tell you how I've been feeling lately, let me tell you how I've been stable and unstable simultaneously. let me tell you how my life is looking up, but I don't know where it's going, and how I feel so distant from nearly everyone. I want to feel like a human being again, and to recapture connection.
because honestly, that's all I need.
