You're an idiot // Winterfalcon

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We could hear the shouting through the walls after Sam went up to find Bucky. I cringed at the sound of my name being mentioned yet again in one of their fights. What me and Bucky did in the 40's clearly still troubled Sam and Tony too but I never expected it to do this far. I should've never answered Tony's question on Sam's birthday.

"How about I go get Steve I'm sure he'll understand-" I heard Sam say and I put my head in my hands. I was very thankful for Bucky's response.

"What the fuck this has nothing to do with Steve! This is my point I'm always being made to look like the bad guy because I had a relationship before you? What about Riley huh? You have a fucking portrait of your ex boyfriend in your room! How does that make me feel? You say you feel like the second option but it seems you don't understand that the thing you feel towards Steve and me is exactly the way I feel about you and Riley! He's still your person Sam and until you let that go I'm done because this is not fair on me!"

"What about Steve he's clearly your person?" Everyone looked at me but I avoided eye contact with them.

"Steve was my person-"

"Exactly my point-"

"Oh my god you don't get it do you? He was Sam was! Steve's not my person anymore you are! But clearly that's not the case with you." Bucky had stopped shouting now so had Sam.

"So what are you saying?" I asked softly.

"I'm saying that until you get over Riley properly I'm done. This isn't fair on me and you know that. So it's up to you to decide what you do with that information."

"Buck please..."

"No Sam. We're done." Everyone was shocked to say the least. I looked at Tony who avoided my eyes, I sighed rubbing my forehead.

Bucky came down the stairs running his hand through his hair.

"Bucky wait!" I said jogging after him.

"What do you want Steve?" He snapped.

"Are you alright?"

"No I'm not alright. I just broke up with my boyfriend for gods sake Steve! Why are you even here?"

"Alright I know your pissed but you don't have to take it out on me!" I said a little hurt.

"You know none of this would have happened if whatever we didn't hook up in the 40's!" He said angrily.

"Wow. You went there didn't you. You know Buck one of your worst qualities is pushing away people who care about you! Along with drinking, don't forget you were drunk then too so don't you dare start blaming me for something you initiated." I said turning away from him walking back to the living room.

"Wait Steve I'm sorry." He said and I stopped.

"I know." I continued back to the living room then leaving Bucky to cool off.

"Where's Tony?" I said scanning the room.

"He left when you went after Bucky. I assume he's in the lab."

"Oh god not again." I said walking off in that direction.

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Sam came out of Bucky's room a few moments later. He looked rather pale as well as heartbroken. Everyone looked up at him as he gripped the banister to steady himself.

"Sam?" I said standing up. A tear rolled down Sam's cheek.

"Why does everyone leave?" He said breaking down and falling to his knees. I ran up the stairs to comfort him Wanda following close behind. I wrapped my arms around him pulling him close as he sobbed into my chest.