My Life Changed (BWWM) (Completed)

Part 19

For the past 3 months, Alexandria wasn't herself.

Joshua was really worried only because he wanted her to be happy during this pregnancy just like she was during the first.

They were on their way to an event for Joshua's company.

Joshua grandparents were watching the baby.

"Alex what's wrong?"

"Nothing."

She was on a one word answer with him now.

He decided to pull over, they were going to be two hours eary anyways so they had time.

"What's wrong and don't tell me nothing because I know it's something."

"I'm not sure if I'm okay if having another baby so close to when Heaven was born."

He was shocked because at first she was okay with it, now she wasn't.

"I didn't get you pregnant on purpose. I forgot to put a condom on and I'm sorry that you're pregnant, but you are and I think you should be a little happier."

"I am happy, but I don't want to be overwhelmed with all this."

"Baby you aren't alone. I'm here and I'm not going anywhere. Okay?"

"Okay."

Alexandria was still working, but it was now a part-time job because Joshua didn't want her working so much.

They got to the event and the valet took the car to park it.

Joshua was walking around and talking to business partners and co-workers while Alexandria was talking to some of the female workers.

"So how many months are you?" Shelly asked her.

"Three."

"I remember when I had my babies. I told my husband that I wanted to wait at least a year until I had another one, but after 5 months of my first baby, I got pregnant."

"I told Joshua the same thing."

"They mean no harm. They just don't understand what pregnancy does to a womans body."

For the rest of the night, Alexandria talked to Shelly about babies and marriage.

She started to feel a little more comfortable with her pregnancy, knowing that someone else went threw the same thing.

When she left, she left a different person because she was happy to be having another baby.

"How do you feel Alex?"

"Fine. I'm sorry that I was acting crazy."

"So you're okay with having another baby?"

"Yes."

Joshua was happy because she was happy.

"Are you going to the doctor tomorrow?"

"Yes. I'm just going to make sure everything is okay."

"Okay. Can I come?"

"Don't you have to go to work?"

"Yes, but I can come down really quickly."

"Jacob you have already missed enough work."

"I'm my own boss and the owner of the company so I can do whatever I want."

"Fine."

After going to get Heaven, they went home.

The Next Day...

When she went to the doctor, he told her that everything was going okay.

He also gave her prenatals to take.

Joshua wanted take Heaven and Alexandria to work with him because he said he would be lonely.

Alexandria stopped breast feeding a couple of weeks ago and the baby was adapting to the bottle. While they were there, Joshua was having meetings and had so much paper work that it made three big stacks. While Heaven was asleep, she decided to offer some help.

"Do you need some help?"

"Yes."

She helped with the filing and typing up some reports.

When it was 2 a.m., they were finally finished and went home.

They laid down and he looked at her.

"I love you Alex."

"I love you too."

"So you're okay with having another baby?"

"Yes. I told you already."

He was silent for a moment and got out of bed.

Joshua came back with a big box of stuff.

"Joshua what's that?"

"Just some stuff my grandma gave me."

When she saw what was in this box, it was everything that they gave each other when they were little and she wasn't sure why but she teared up.

They started going threw the box.

There was pictures they drew each other, bracelets, and many other things.

"Remember when you drew this?"

Joshua held up a picture of a monster she drew when she was around 9 years old.

"Yeah."

"The good days."

Alexandria got up because the baby started crying, got her bottle, went back into their room, and started feeding Heaven.

All night they looked through that stuff, reminising about their childhood.

Remembering everything they have been through and how far they have come.