Desire

20 - Number without a name

I think it ended when it was supposed to
you can keep saying right person wrong time to make up for the fact they are not coming back

not now
not tomorrow
not ever

don't hold onto things that ruin you
you can't waiste your time waiting for someone that was never truly yours
just because they're your person doesn't mean your theirs
maybe you have loved them a little bit more than they ever loved you
people who love too hard and give alot of love but don't receive it back are the ones you need to keep close

I finally realized that the moon chases the earth, always stays at a distance and not getting any closer but not ever moving on
You are my earth and i suppose i'm your moon

The evening arrived and I had just showered after training with Nina.
Training was nice and I felt less stressed , probably because I finally told Nina what is going on between me and Valerio .
No, I mean what was going on between us.

Nina was quite shocked when I told her what had happened, and she was furious when I told her about the kiss between him and Jane.

Anyway, now it's time to go to the bar and chill out just the two of us.
I hope deep down that Valerio is also there tonight, just to show him what he's missing.

I wore a red short dress, nina wore the same only in black.

She was touching up my makeup and curling my hair.
"So what's our plan tonight?" She asked me during combing out my curls and put in hairspray.

In front of us was a mirror through which I made eye contact with her.
''Drinking without a doubt'' I spoke confidently.

She nodded enthusiastically and pulled the curling iron out of the socket.
''Yessss without a doubt'' her eyes glittered through the bright light that shone on her
''I'll find someone to go to bed with tonight''

I laughed purely because I expected this from Nina.
"Yes same, how much longer will we stay in the motel?"

A silence fell and I saw that nina had to think about this, she placed her hand on her chin.
''I think we'll continue driving tomorrow but I'm not sure.''

''Oh okay'' I got up and walked to the closet and put on expensive nice heels.

''Just be careful who you sleep with tonight, okay? Everyone here is from Valerio's mafia so very dangerous''

I nodded and we walked downstairs and entered the bar which was filled with people.
It looked very nice and a lot of people had fun.

Lights flashed, smell of alcohol filled my nose, people laughed, people talked.

Nina ordered drinks and then shots.
We danced and chatted with a few girls we met at the bar.

"I'm going to the bathroom okay?" I looked at Nina who went all out on the dance floor.

'' What? I can't hear you the music is too loud'' she called back to me.

"I'm going to the bathroom!" I yelled even louder than the first time, trying to get over the music.

Her face turned into a questioning expression, not understanding what I was trying to say.

I sighed deeply and saw that she was dancing and talking with a man .
You know what I'll just go.

I turned and went to the bathroom.
Found it.
My heels hit the floor while I was taking steps .

The moment I returned, Nina was nowhere to be seen.
She must have left with the man.

Oh shit now I'm all alone.

Oh well, I'll go to the bar and order myself a drink.

I placed myself on the black bar stool and half leaned over the table.
"Can I please have a martini?" My voice was loud which helped the bartender understand me better.

He nodded and prepared the drink.

I looked around the bar trying to find Nina out of hope I accidentally missed her, but no. Nowhere to be seen.

'Ma'am? Here's your martini'' The bartender placed the drink on the bar table.

''Thanks'' I took my credit card out of my purse.

"Um Ma'am? The man on the left has paid for you." He pointed to a man who looked incredibly beautiful, he winked at me.

I smiled kindly at the handsome man who had paid for me and walked slowly over to him.
"What do I owe this drink to?" I said in a flirtatious way, scanning his look.

I will briefly describe what this sex god looks like to me.
Extremely tall that almost made me look up, dark brown hair with a bit of slash, bright blue eyes and tanned skin.
He wore a tight black t-shirt which you could see his muscular body very well.
And he was extremely hot.
But really I- Want - To - Lick - Every - Inch - Of - Your - Body - type or hot.

His soft pink lips formed into a dominant smile.
''A pretty lady like you shouldn't be alone, don't you think?'' His laugh almost melted me and I sat down on a stool next to him. 
His eyes slid down my body from top to bottom.

''A handsome man like you shouldn't be alone in the evening either''

''I'm Jake'' He reached out his arm to me and shook it. ''What's the pretty lady's name?''

He spoke in his deep voice that almost hypnotized me.
I grabbed a pen and wrote my number on a piece of paper and handed it to Jake.

''Here's my number''

He looked at the piece of paper for a few seconds and put it in his pocket.
''A number without a name huh?'' He grinned.

"Would you rather have a name without a number?" I spoke slowly without breaking eye contact .

He laughed out loud and ran his hand through his hair.

''I was just kidding, my name is Olivia'' I laughed and took a sip of my drink.

He pushed his stool even closer to me so that I could almost feel his breath on my skin.
I liked that he was confident and not afraid to say something.

He smelled like colonge and had a wonderful scent.
His blue eyes reconnected with mine.
''Well... Olivia what are you doing here alone?''

I sighed and looked across the room.
I ''I came here with a friend only she unfortunately left me'' I laughed.
''Why are you alone?''

''Same story'' He bit his lip and looked at me lustfully.

His body towered over me and leaned against me, he put his mouth close to my ear and whispered
"Now that we're both alone why don't we get out of here together?" He batted my ear softly and placed his lips in my neck.
And left a trail of kisses.

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