Dream land

Lockdown, day 3

I woke up the next morning stressed, I wasn't sure why at all. It took me longer than usual to get up. I guessed that the others thought I was still asleep because my door was closed with the light off, so they didn't come to check in on me.

I went through my phone and then went to the bathroom. Blood everywhere. I thought I was dying for a moment then remembered that it is just a period. I was shaking, I didn't know if my mum was home or not but I messaged her anyway hoping that she was.

(Me-) MOM! I THINK I GOT MY PERIOD HELP!!!

(Mom-) can't, in a meeting, there should be tampons in my bathroom under the sink u can use that.

(Me-) I DON'T WANNA USE TAMPONS, HOW AM I EVEN SUPPOSED TO GET THEM???

(Mom -) I can't come, can u ask Jasmine or Emmy for help, I'm sure that they will be fine with that

(Me-) Idk if they r even up yet but fine, I'll message them

I had started crying, not knowing what to do so I pulled up Jazzy's and Emmy's contacts

(Me-) PLEASE HELP ME, IN MY BATHROOM. THINK I GOT MY PERIOD AND MOM IS NOT HOME AND CANT COME!!

(✨Jazzy✨) Omg ok be there in a second, just gotta grab some stuff

(✨🌂Emmy🌂✨) I'll grab the food

(Me-) Thank u guys so much!!!

I waited patiently in my bathroom, still shaking and crying, after a few minutes I heard a knock at the door. "Come in," I said quietly but still loud enough that they would hear me.

Jazzy came in with a box of pads and a new change of underwear and pants, "I knew you wouldn't want to use tampons yet so I brought these instead." She told me and showed me how to put the pad on the underwear.

I felt so embarrassed but relieved that they were here. After a few minutes we came out and I found Emmy waiting in my room with a box of chocolates and chips, already having Netflix up on the TV.

"Um, thanks for that. I don't know what I would have done without you both here." I said to them, sitting down on my bed next to them.

"No problem, it happens to everyone," Jazzy said pulling me into a side hug.

"I'm saying no school today unless you have a video class that you can't get out of," Emmy declared, I knew that I shouldn't be having the day off because I still had a lot to get through for the week and wanted to get through it quickly.

"The boys have been banished away from this room, so it's girls time!" Jazzy exclaimed. "So, we are watching Julie and the Phantoms because we need to see it already and it's your favourite show right now!"

"Thanks your guys, the boys don't need to be banished though. But it might not be a great idea with them in here for this show." I said laughing, I knew I would be obsessing over the sunset curve boys (mainly Alex/Owen because he is my fav) but I didn't mind if they saw.

"Nope, girls day. No school. No boys. Just watching things!" Emmy convinced me and we started watching.

I got way into the music, which was kind of embarrassing but I could tell that Emmy and Jazzy were enjoying it. When we got to the Unsaid Emily episode I was mentally preparing myself but still cried with the girls anyway.

We finished watching 3 hours later, so we finished up at around 12 pm. After collecting ourselves from the ending and talking about the show for a while we went outside to grab some lunch. Daveed and Anthony must have taken the dogs to the park because the dogs were tired out and the boys were relaxing on the living room couch, talking.