Dream land

Lockdown, day 12 (anniversary unfinished special)

We had two more days of definite lockdown but it was probably getting extended still. If it wasn't then I would be having surgery for my wisdom teeth next week so we were going to have to stay for another two weeks anyway while I recover.

I was thinking about that this morning for some reason while everyone had press and I was watching in the background. I then realised that no one here knew about it, and that I would have to tell them at some point that I have a surgery next week which I was terrified about.

Anthony was the first done so we hung out for a bit and watched some Brooklyn 99 while waiting for the others. I wasn't about to tell him by myself but I knew I probably should because it was in 6 days.

"Hey Ant," I started.

"Yeah J?" He asked because I stopped.

"If lockdown doesn't get extended, I'm supposed to have wisdom teeth surgery on Friday next week. I kinda forgot about it and I don't know what's gonna happen with it if it does get extended." I finished quickly, slightly panicking.

"Hey, it's fine we will stay here with you until you recover from it, even if it gets postponed we'll stay." Anthony reassured.

"Thanks Ant,"

"Always, by the way we should probably tell the others, especially Daveed and Emmy, you know since they are fostering you." He told me, and I nodded.

Anthony was always easy to talk to, kind of like if he was my big brother in a way.

Soon enough we were joined by the others. We were talking about random things but then we got to the topic of what is going to happen when we all go back to New York and LA. I decided that this would be a good time to tell the others, I could tell Anthony did as well because he kept side-eyeing me. So I interrupted the conversation.

"Guys, I don't know if I even would be having it anymore but," I looked at Anthony for support and he gave me a reassuring smile and nod.

"I'm supposed to be getting my wisdom teeth out next week on Friday, but it probably won't end up happening at all if lockdown gets extended, but if it doesn't then we might be stuck here for like two more weeks anyway." I hated telling people about important things but especially since Emmy and Daveed were now fostering me and Jazzy and Anthony had basically become family too, I knew I had to tell them all.

"J, thats fine don't worry. If it gets postponed we can stay and if it doesn't then you will be fine next week and we will stay with you no matter what." Daveed told me, realising that I wasn't sure how they would react.

"Thanks Dav" I thanked him, giving him a hug.

"We won't leave you no matter what, we will always be there for you." Emmy said reassuringly, giving me a small side hug.

It was around 1 pm now so we all made lunch and watched the begining episodes of Loki because the others hadn't watched any of it yet, but we mainly talked through it, luckily captions exist. But still everyone was grossed out by the Sylkie kiss. (No hate if you are a Sylkie shipper I just don't support it)

We were almost sure restrictions were gonna be eased or lifted tomorrow with the update so Lia, Charlie and I all made plans to go to the main park that was in the middle of our houses in the afternoon. The park isn't too far from my house but it's still too far to walk so Anthony and Jazzy said they could give me a ride there and they can have time to themselves.

I knew that Charlie and Lia would probably freak out tomorrow when they all meet each other, so I warned Ant and Jazzy but they still said they didn't mind. I was really hoping that we were gonna be able to go, I needed to get out by myself and have fun with my friends.

I finally decided to start packing and organising my things even though we are going to have another two weeks staying here because of my surgery. I just wanted to get it over and done with so I wouldn't have to rush to do it.

I knew that I would probably end up crying while doing it before I had even started. I had told the others that I was going to be fine doing it by myself so they didn't need to help and they could have a break or go to the park or something. I thought that they all left because I heard the front door close and the dogs go out as well.

I started by putting my clothes in a plastic box so I would still be able to get to them, next I put all my pops in their boxes. I started not being in the mood for doing it so I started some Dear Evan Hansen therapy to calm down. Like usual it worked and I continued