I remained lip locked with Ashton for a good minute until I finally backed away. "I can't invite her because she's already here, she's sitting in front of me."
I quickly turned and looked around, the guys were all swimming somewhat far out with Rosie, Scarlett, and Abby. I turned back to Ashton who's eyes were filled with worry.
"Ashton...I-"
"I know what you're going to say, you don't like me, we should be friends. I know, I get it, I just needed to get that out." He cut me off.
"No, Ashton I like you too." I said quickly.
But did I really?
His eyes lightened up and a smile tugged at the corners of hos mouth, "Really?"
"Yes," I said quietly. Ashton then pulled me into another kiss.
This is wrong.
This is so wrong.
This is Luke's best friend.
But Luke and I broke up?
Maybe this is good for me, maybe I do need to forget Luke and just maybe, maybe Ashton can help me do that. I let my hands push on Ashton's chest until he fell back on the sand. I put a leg on either side of him and he let his hands rest on my hips.
"Juliet, stop. I don't want to move to fast, okay? I actually want to take you out to dinner, tomorrow night." He grinned.
-
I sat next to Ashton in the sand and stared at the fire, I must have been doing it for a while now. It was dark out and a lot of people went home, so it was just our little group of friends and some couples walking down by the water. Luke wouldn't stop staring at me, he kept trying to get my attention. He has no idea I just kissed his band mate...
I was snapped out of my thoughts when Mikey returned, he had two guitars in his hand, one was mine. He handed it to me and sat down beside Rosie.
"Like old times, remember?" I said quietly but loud enough so everyone could here. I began randomly strumming my guitar to different chords, no specific song, just enough to fill the little bit of silence. I picked up a pattern though of a familiar tune that I knew some people knew. Mikey seemed to recognize it because he began playing with me.
"Mayday situation overload..." Mikey sang softly. I smiled as everyone's faces lit up because they knew what we were playing. Mikey sang the rest of the opening and then everyone joined in.
"But I carry on!"
"Right now, I think that you think that I'm, half drunk." I sang and everyone finished my line. We took turns everyone getting a point in the song to sing.
When we finished everyone was in a fit of giggles.
"Okay, okay. Enough singing," Rosie laughed and rested her head on Mikey's shoulder.
"So what do you want to do then?" He asked her.
"I don't know?"
"Wanna play the penis game?" Mikey lightened up, hoping she'd say yes. Mikey always won that game though because he wasn't afraid of getting yelled at, or drawing attention to himself.
"..no."
He pouted and Rosie took her two index fingers, she placed them in the corners of his mouth and forced them upward into a smile.
-
When I got home, Luke was still in the car. He hasn't really said a word to me. I pulled up to the apartment building but I didn't get out of the car, neither did he. "Everything okay?" I mumbled playing with my keys.
"Huh? Yeah, yeah everything's fine." He stuttered.
"No it's not, Luke what's wrong?" I becAme genuiliy concerned as I saw a tear fall onto his lap.
"I fucked up," his voice was in a low hush tone.
"Luke..." I said quielty. I unbundled my seat belt and turned to face him. I gave him a hug over the center console. His hands gripped the back of my shirt tightly as he dug his face into my shoulder. I rubbed his back in slow motions as I tried to fight back the tears of my own.
"I fucked up so bad..." he continued to sob.
"It's okay," I said kissed the top of his head.
"No, it's not.."
I grabbed both his shoulder and pried him off of me. "Yes it is Luke, we all make mistakes."
"This mistake costed me my life though." His eyes were blood shot and his lip wouldn't stop quivering.
"You're alive though?" I tried to brighten it up.
"Barely..."
"Luke, listen. I know this is hard okay? It's hard for me too, I love you and I miss you but have you thought that maybe we just aren't mean to be together?" I know my words were harsh but they were true.
"No, I've never thought of that and I don't want to..."
"You should really think about it Luke, look at us?" I motioned to the car.
"I miss you though."
"I'm here aren't I?" I smiled weakly.
"Yeah but I can't kiss you anymore, I can't hold you, I can't show you that I love you."
Yes you can.
"I know..." was all I said.
"Kiss me, please." Luke cried out.
"Luke, I-"
"Please, Juliet the last kiss we had didn't go well please, I don't want that to be last memory of my lips on yours." He said, my mind flashed back to the airport when I had to push him off of me.
"Luke, no, this isn't a good idea." I shook my head going back to my seat.
"Juliet...if you kiss me right now then I will go home and I will leave you alone."
But it never goes that way does it?
"Fine," I said quickly and roughly grabbed his face. I pressed my lips to his, they moved in sync as it became more and more. Luke's tongue slipped into my mouth as his hand grabbed my thigh bringing it closer to him. I crawled over the center of the car and I was straddling his lap. His hands were resting on the bare skin on my back as I ran mine down his torso. He lifted up my shirt more and I got frustrated, parting from him so I could lift it up and over my head. I tossed it into the empty seat leaving me in my bikini top and shorts once again. Luke's lips went to my neck, my body needed him...
I tossed my head back as his hands roamed my body. I pushed him back into the seat and a smile was on both of our faces. Our eyes both filled with lust as his baby blue ones faded to a dark ocean blue. I put my lips back to his and my hands continued their journey down south until they rested on his jeans button. I undid it and pulled down the little zipper. I ran my hands back up Luke and I took his shirt with me, soon it landed where mine was. He let out a raspy groan as I grinded my hips into his.
Things were moved to the back seat once we figured we didn't have enough room.
The car had a musky scent to it now as I laid there naked, curled up next to Luke who was breathing heavy.
"Stay the night?" I quietly mumbled.
"I never planned on leaving." Luke placed a small kiss on my lips and pulled me closer to his side.
