Juliet's POV
"Ah," I groaned as my eyes slowly opened to the bright white light above me. I lifted my hands up to rub the sleep away from my face but stopped, my heart was about to beat I out of my chest. Where the fuck am I? I stared at the IVs in my veins and then hospital gown I was in. I looked around the room in a panicked motion, "Baby, Baby you need to stay still, please." A boy with messy blonde hair and dark circles came up to me and lightly pushed my shoulders back down.
"Who the fuck are you?" I snapped pushing him away.
"What?" His voice was broken, it made me sad, why was he upset?
"Who are you? Why am I here?"
His whole face just fell and he gave out a deep sigh. "You don't remember me?"
"...am I supposed to?" I raised my eyebrows.
"Um," he coughed awkwardly, "I was you're friend, Luke." Luke sat on the edge of my bed as I nodded.
"Luke can you tell me why I'm here?"
"Juliet...you tried to commit suicide."
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My body jolted awake, the sound of a heart monitor going completely insane and then people were rushing in and yelling. "No! I need to see Luke, I need to tell him I love him, please," I screamed at the top of my lungs and ripped out an IV in my arm. A nurse pushed me back down as I continued to argue.
"Miss you need to lay back down!" A doctor yelled at me.
"No I need Luke! Luke! Help me please!" I screamed again, my throat burning now, I felt a long needle get shoved into my arm and then everything felt woozy. My limbs slowly relaxed as well as my mind until I completely shut downed again.
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Luke's POV
It is terrifying waiting in this cold chair to find out if the person you love is dead or not. I regret the things I said to her last night, I know I'm the reason she tried to kill herself, me, it's my fault.
I shouldn't have yelled at her.
Yes, she did go on a date with Ashton.
But we weren't together.
I did feel used though, she slept with me knowing how I felt about her. Ugh, I'm confused. I just know it isn't right for me to be angry when she obviously needs somebody. I mean, I am the only one here, nobody else came and nobody else knows.
I needed to get my clothes from the house, I couldn't find my phone so I needed to check her room, but it wasn't there. I noticed the bathroom light was on and unlocked, I opened the door and I stopped breathing. I can't get the image out of my head. The water she laid in was freezing cold, there were pills all over the floor, her lips weren't pink anymore they were pale blue, her eyes were closed and you could see the veins in her eyelids.
Now I don't know if she's even breathing anymore right this minute.
That was until I got called in.
"Juliet Lena?" A doctor came out in a white jacket and holding a few papers. I quickly sat up and walked towards him.
"Relationship with Miss Lena?" He questioned me.
"I'm her boyfriend," I lied, god I wish what I said was true though.
"Luke?" He asked.
"Yes how'd you know?" I tilted my head to the side a bit in curiosity.
"She woke up a few hours ago, we were forced to sedate her because she tried to rip out her IV's. You were the one she was yelling for."
My heart was breaking, she was yelling for me? And I wasn't fucking there. She must have been so scared.
