Chapter 29

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I looked around and tears filled my eyes so quick. I thought he actually hated me. How am I even supposed to react to this? Should I be happy that he doesnt hate me and loves me. Or should I be sad that he is gone..

I grabbed my phone and texted Matt.

L: Omg Matthew. I love you so much, you don't even understand. That or I dont. I have really fallen in love with you. And with you gone I dont know what I can do. I really miss you and I love you so much. I really do. Ugh just.. Please message me when you can, Or call me? Im always here waiting.

I just sat by my bed and looked at my walls. What do I do now? Maybe I did something thats the reason he left. Or is he really leaving for college. He has never lied to me.. Ugh. Why am I even thinking these things??

As I was sitting there just listening to my pandora, my phone dinged. I quickly got up and looked at it. It wasn't Matt, it was Carter..

"Hey is this Lia?" I started to panic. Should I answer him?. I didn't even know this my own self. I tried to keep him out of my life as good as I can.

I didn't open the message and just clicked my phone off. I looked around for stuff to do. I don't really have someone because Matt and I are.... You know.

I decided to just sleep it off for the night. I changed and put my hair up. Then put on The Neighborhood and fell asleep.

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