I think this is chapter 24..?
After the date we went to his house so he could change and we went back to mine.
"Today has been amazing" I told Matt.
"Let me be honest with you. When I first saw you, you made me want to change how I used to be. I used to be the player that would be with girls. But, now when I saw you and talked to you. It made me want to just settled down and start something fresh. I thought you were like the only thing shining on a rainy day. The only thing alive when all the flowers are dead. You aren't like most girls Lia. And I like that about you." He let out.
I was actually shocked. No one has really said anything like that because boys I used to date would just use me. But, not Matthew. I really did like what he said.
"Matthew, I love you. I really do. I really do hope this will last for a while but, I cannot be certain. But thank you for picking me up when I was down." I told him truthfully.
"I love you too Lia." He said then picked me up and layed me on his lap gently.
We watched movies most of the night and when I got scared I would huddle into Matthew's chest to hide. He would always give a little chuckle and call me cute.
To be honest, I actually like me and Matthew's relationship. I actually feel welcomed. I dont feel like I need to fight with someone everyday to make sure they know I love them.
And with Matthew it's really easy doing that. He knows that I wouldn't lie to him or tell him wrong things.
But thats just when it hit me. It hit me when I started thinking about people. How people could just abandon you and lie to you. How do I know if Matthew isn't lying to me. How do I know if he truely cares.
How do I know if he actually knows that I care. I try to push these thoughts away from me but it continues to come back. I decided to just try to go to sleep and it will all go away.
I was wrong..
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Okay so later in the chapters I will be like skipping in time periods so I can get this story rollin. And sorry for not updating. I've had finals and stuff.. ~Katlyn xx
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