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Hardly remember last night.  The last thing I could remember was that my friends and I had a lot of shots.  I wasn't ... DRUNK.  Oh my God.  I would be so dead if the whole school found out.  Crazy, one night can actually change everything.  Okay okay  Come down, Claire.  Breath in, breath out.  It couldn't have happened that bad.

When I took the first step into the school building, half of the people looked at me strangely.  Shit what did i do?  All high school students lined up in rows, right and left looking at me strangely and I felt like a superstar.  Allie ran up to me frantically and ran with me to a corner in the schoolyard.  There were Scarlett, Mick, Mandy and George looking at me with concern.

>>Damn shit!  What happened?<< I asked in panic.
>>You were drunk and did ... a lot.<< Allie cleared her throat.
I looked at each of them with wide eyes.  I could not believe it.  I felt like this >>Tell me everything, please!<<
George sighed: >>Sure?<<
I nodded frantically.
Mick explained to me: >>Well, you danced on the pole with underwear, really screwed up in the karaoke competition, kissed everyone who stood in the way, insulted Allie and ... <<

Everyone exchanged looks.  >>Shall we really tell her?<< Asked Mandy.
>>AND?<< I shouted.
>>Made out with Liam, who was also drunk.<<, said Scarlett.
"WHAT?" I screeched.

I looked around and all eyes were still on me.  I looked around and panicked.  I was so scared of Rikki.  Where was she?  I got a nervous breakdown.
>>Did it come out and am I still a virgin?<<, I asked.
George started to giggle: >>He said at the end that deflowered you.<<
I started to cry.  >>Please this bastard had a condom.<<
Mandy reassured me: >>Yes he had.  I saw the packaging in George's room, where you...<<

>>You were in my room?<< George wondered.
Allie and Mick sighed: >>Enough now.<<
Everyone laughed for a moment, but I just couldn't laugh, but I was relieved.  It felt good to have a few people with me.  It was exactly what I needed right now.  A break from everything.  Only the fourth day and I was overwhelmed, how should I get to fourteen.

Everyone comforted me and I ran to the girls' bathroom.  I hope Rikki didn't find out, or Tom.  God, what would Tom think?  He'd never get together with a bitch like me.  He would think I was being unfaithful.  I hope this was a nightmare.  But it was the shitty reality.

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