I thought about what happened between me and josh, it kept running through my head I know he wanted it just as much as I did but we couldn't. we both moved on now, I replayed it over and over again it felt nice his hands his piece his everything. i felt lonely, naveah wasn't here either tj was with rio I sat in bed alone thinking about everything, was this how it was ment to be?
Naveah's Pov:
I sat in bed with dee, he was holding me and kissing my neck bare slow I was thinking about it, I was thinking what it would be like and if it would be a good idea I could tell my mum but she had bare stress already I didn't wanna stress her more, I started crying softly:
Dee; ayeee whats up?
Me; nothing babe
Dee; did I make you cry or something?
Me;no
Dee; then whats wrong? who upset you.
me: noone
Dee: tell me.
he sat up now then started staring at me he looked at me everywhere then looked down at my belly he pulled the covers off us then started feeling my belly, I started crying more:
dee: are you?
Me: yeah :(
dee: when was you gunna tell me ?
me: I don't know.
he started getting up then getting his stuff on he then put his shoes on then walked out his room, I sat in his bed crying my eyes out. my life was seriously messed up. I thought everything would be different with demarco obvs not. I dunno what tyrelle was gunna say though he would go sick and there would be another fight.
*back to kyra's Pov:
i started looking on the internet for somewhere new to live, we had to get away fresh start everything. josh helped me through everything but i had to stay away i was still in love with him, i dont think he felt the same though, what we had was special and noone could take that away. i had to get over the fact he was with louise now, they were happy together i didnt wanna ruin anything between them they seemed happy. i texted naveah to come home, i wanted to leave asap. i went upstairs then started looking at the pictures of me and josh. wow i missed him lots, i needed to tell him how i felt. i got my phone out then started texting him:
Me:
josh, i cant keep deniying my feelings anymore i LOVE YOU. i need you with me i miss you soooooo much :( i dont deserve you but i cant live without you, i miss the times we had you actually turned out the best thing i ever had:(
he didnt reply to the message, i guess he didnt want me...
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Kyra's story.
Randomkyra doesnt have much family around, but when she meets josh its different. he helped her over come her fear and showed her she could trust him no matter what. they separate but then find eachother again love doesnt have a price, kyra finds this out...
