Kyra's story.

Chapter34

kyra's pov;

i wasnt gunna loose everything over some thing with Rico, i had to forget him and carry on my life with my babies, i kept cheking my phone thinking Rico was gunna text me but he didnt, i text him saying sorry for what happened then he replied its kool i shunt of been trying it wiv another mans women, he was bare nice he understood everything i think i would have to keep him as a friend, anyway i was sat in bed when dylan put his arms around me i starte smilling but i knew the smile i had on my face was fake..;

Dylan; i dont ever wanna let you do your my baby uno

Me; hmm.

i leaned towards him and started kissing him so he would stop talking i had to admitt to myself i wasnt happy with dylan i wanted to be single and just live mylife i couldnt do this anymore there was bare stress on me everyone expecting me to do things for them i just wanted me time i just wanted to fuck everything and goo on holiday on my own!.

things where getting worse, jayden and naveah kept crying dylan was allways out he obviously got it when i said i needed spacce and his mum kept comming round making sure i was okay i was getting bare annoyed cause he obviously told her to come round and chek on us, everytime she came round i would go upstairs and leave her downstairs with the kids after she would  finish with them she would come upstairs and start talking to me asking me if i was okay and start talking about the kids and dylan and how he is and alla that, i was getting soo pissed off cause i knew she didnt trust me with my own kids.

10mins later*

i sat in my bed texting Renee asking her what she was doing then she invited me to come to some party with her i was clearyl down every party renee invites me too is clearly live, i text dylan and told him to come home cause im going out, he replied carnt yu just stay in im at football training till 10 today?;

Me; no i need a night out.

Dylan; so do i, ive been working hard you havent.

Me; what? i look after the kids while your out kicking a ball around the field you havent been a dad to jayden lately everytime you pick hi up he doesnt member you he cries cause he's thinking who the fuck are you.

*i went downstairs and sat with the kids naveah was just in the chair watching finding neemo and jayden was sleeping in his mosses basket;

Me; naveah do you wanna go bed now babes..

Naveah; no i wanna watch this, whens dylan comming home?

Me; i dont know he's at football training..

naveah; he always is thou mummy, when do i get to see daddy, i saw him when me and ylan went shop he was asking for you then he was asking dylan why has he got me.??

Me; when was this baby..

Naveah; days ago mummy.

See how dylan hides this from me, i dont think i could trust this guy anymore he was taking things for granted, i got my phone out then texted josh and started asking him how he was he didnt reply he obiously thought i didnt want anything to do with him, but no thats defo wrong i want everything to do with him still hes my daughters daddy and she still misses him. The thing that got me is that josh went out with Renee, i dont know how them to could go out they dont suit, Renee's dead laid back and quite she doesnt ask for sex like josh, she was telling me how they where gunna have sex then he flopped inside her i couldnt stop laughing at her.

josh's pov;

Hmmmmmmmm

i didnt know what to do today i was maddd bored, i sent a bc on my berry then asked whos comming out, about 20people popped up going meeeee just bare gyall and that, i replied to my boy miles, he was allways making me laugh i had to go out with him, miles replied back and said he's bringing his wife alisha, i didnt wanna go now cause it was gunna be bare awks with me just there with him and his girlfriend, but miles was abit of a player, everytime i went out with him he would have a new girl or he'd beat em then delete em, thats the type of guy miles is.

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Miles'; eyyy, my wifey i gunna bring her sis init.

Me; itee kl is she nice?

Miles; yeah man get on that bitt.

*i got ready then met miles and his gyall and her sis..

we went to some park and just started chilling in there, i was madddd bored Alisha's sis was called stacey and she was bare quite she dint speak much she just kept looking at alisha and laughing, i yawned to let miles know i was bored then he started kissing his wife, i wasnt gunna lie she was nice with her big mixrace hair and her green eyes her skin was nice too it was nice and brown id love to have abit of that only if she wasnt with my boy!, i got a text from kyra asking me what i was doing, i pinned her back saying in the park with miles and his gyall then she replied oh where in the park too then i saw kyra walking up to us..;

Miles; long time no see kyra!

she went up to miles and gave him some next hugg,alisha dint look too happy about that anyways..;

Kyra; where've you been!!

Miles; about inittt, i want you to meet my wife alisha,and this is her sis stacey..

Kyra; hii..

Alisha aired her then started talking to her sister,;

Me; kyra come lets talk over there pleasee..

she left naveah and her baby with miles while we walked near some bush..;

Me; ive missed you like madd unoo?

Kyra; hmm, have you?

Me; yeah your my baby still ini, i aint gunna forget about you..

Kyra; Stop.

Me; stop what its true your too beautifull how could i let you go?

Kyra; hmmm im not to sure, have you seen renee lately?

Me; na na she doesnt speak to me anymore..

Kyra; well maybe you need to speak to her now she's got something to tell you.....