Chapter 13

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 i was walking down then i got to the train station i waited for about half an hour then i got on the train i was going to see jerome i needed to i had to tell him to leave me alone+to stay away from me+josh+ the baby i had to tell him now, i waited then i was in london i walked to jeromes house+knocked on he didnt answer i knocked again then he came down in a towel i looked at him then i was falling for his eyes again he looked at me and smillled,;

Jerome; what brings you here

Me; i just wanted to tell you to leave me+josh alone

Jerome; you could of texted me to say that...

Me; ididnt have credit plus its better in person..

Jerome; ahah you love me babes

Me; idont,ive come to tell you im having a baby

Jerome; LIES

Me; im not lieing josh's the dad..

Jerome; sure he is sure yeah iknow how you are.

Me; fuck off jerome just stay away from me+josh ok were starting our own little family without you we dont need you making things worse your a prick that cheats every chance he gets

Jerome; am i yeah so why you here obviously knowing i was gunna do this

he walked over to me and kissed me he planted his lips on mine i connected for about a minuete then i stoped and looked in his eyes he still had that baby face i fell for,he looked into my eyes then hugged me he held me tight like he was saying bye or something i looked at him then planted my lips on his he stared at me then carried on he started taking my clothes of then he started feeling up my leg i let him fuck me raww with no condom i could feel everything inside me i started panting then shouting/screaming his name he looked at me and carried on i could tell he was putting bare effort in it cause his face was looking semi red he stoped then started breathing heavy he stood up and started putting his stuff back on  just layed there;

Me; where you going?

Jerome; to get some food want some?

Me; yeh im hungry!&MCdonalds please

he walked up to me and kissed me on the cheek i looked a him then looked at my belly it was already starting to get bigger  i rang josh to tell him i was staying at leshan's tonight he started talking about the baby and stuff i just sighed then hanged up,i wanted to have this baby but i was gonna need bare help i got up and rang leshan i told her where i was and then she said she was comming now i told her to hurry up and bring luelle and she laughed and said okay i got myself back into my clothes then walked downstairs jerome was taking time to bring the food was getting bare hungry i waited abit more then he didnt come back i looked in the fridge and there was nothing in i was starting to feel sick too so i ran  to the bathroom and threw up i rang jerome then he said he was at some shout i got bare angry at him and hanged up i was actually prepared to leave josh for him i was getting so angry i picked up my bag then walked out i walked back to the trainstation+got the late train home i walked into my flat the took off my shoes i was soo tired i cant beleive me+jerome slept with each other i began to cry i walked in the bathroom+had a shower i felt dirty he only wanted me for sex he made me feel special but tbh i wasnt special to him i was special to josh he treated me like a princesses

i woke up feeling so rough i walked to the bathroom and washed my hair it was soo messy i desided to dye it i got my hair dye out and died my hair red like rhianna's i finished dying in then i curled it at the front and left the back straight it was looking nice i looked at myself in the mirror and smiled i took my p'jays off and then i looked in the mirror holding my belly i felt weird i felt a little kick i started laughing with myself,i walked out the bathroom and put my clothes on i wore tracksuites i called emiy to see what she was doing;

Me; emmm!

Emily; hiaa babes where you

Me; mine im soo ill...

Emily; wheres joshhy?

Me; sleeping at his i think

Emily; something happened?

Me; no but im preggs!

she screamed down the phone i started laughing;

Emily; omgg joshy's gonna be a daddy awwww your gonna be a beautiful/wonderfull mum!

Me; am i aha thanks babe

Emily; does josh know about it?

Me; ofcourse lool anyway ill talk to you later im gonna make something to eatx

she said bye then hung up i looked around my flat+started thinking it needs a makeover when the baby was born we was gonna be staying here josh's house is too packed+his mum has got his other brother+sister to look after i felt bare sad knowing i dont have any family around i didnt know where my mum was+my dad he fucked off agers ago i didnt even know if i had any brothers and sisters ive allways wanted to know that maybe i could find out later sometime......

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