Kyra's story.

Chapter 16

4years;

things have changed defo now im living on my own again with Naveah we live in london now+she is 4 she can talk and everything which I loved anyway im not with jerome he cheated again with some next jezzy when i found out i couldnt beleive it he was gonna marry me and everything but then he ruined it i promised myself this was gonna be the last time i went out with him he cheated to much,Josh on the other hand was still tryna get me back i think i wanted him but i didnt want to rush yet he still had a girl+everything seemed good with them liana+me were getting semi close,me+her go out most of the time shes getting like a besty to me so i dont think me and josh will ever get together hes got his new life with liana now, i think im gonna find someone new a fresh start with me+Naveah someone i can call mine forever+maybe have another kid withh someone new. Today was Naveah's 4th birthday i was gonna make it as good as i could i invited everyone round.

3hours later;

i was getting Naveah ready when randomly she ask me a question;

Naveah; in school my friends mummy had a new baby mummy.

Me; okay babes

Naveah; are you having one mummy?

Me; not yet Naveah maybe soon

Naveah; is daddy comming today mummy?

Me; yeah member hes comming i need to get you ready first though.

i let her choose what she wanted to wear+she chose her airmax+her pink trackiesi could see her looking bare cute i was gonna curl her hair cause it was soo sweet after about 3hours i finished getting Naveah ready+walked downstairs i put her in front of the tv and let her watch the tv i went upstairs+got changed into my Red dress with my red heels i had red lipstick on too ive gotta admitt i was looking nice i walked downstairs then Naveah jumped up+kissed me'';

Naveah; Mummy you look prettty!!

Me; thanks babygirl..

she looked at me with her big blue eyes and stared i started getting things ready the party was started i looked outside to see josh's mum she had mali+Kai either side of her Kai looked like a mini Josh now he was older+mali looked abit like her mum just a prettier/cutier version i kissed them all on the cheek then led them in i waited again near the window+saw baby troy Leshan+luelle's son he was adorable his little brownskin+his green eyes i think he got his green eyes of leshan anyway they walked in my direction then i gave leshan some big hugg i kissed baby troy+then gave Luelle a kiss on the cheek they walked through after that i walked back in the house too see Naveah Dancing she was propa whining i laughed at her and everyone else was laughing too i got my phone out and rang Josh he didnt answer after that i walked back in my aunty+my cousins were all here by now dancing i got involved to and started dancing i couldnt find the birthday girl anyway she was probs in the crowd dancing i walked outside to get some air then i saw him Jerome was standing there was a bag full of presents in his hands....;

Me; why you here?

Jerome; to say happybirthday to Naveah

Me; your not welcome so bye.

he handed me the presents then walked out i walked back in the room then put them at the side i could see everyone dancing then i could see Naveah at the side she was sitting down she looked like she was crying i walked up to my baby and picked her up she cried more i walked her into the kitchen where it was abit quieter;

Me; Veah whats up baby?

Naveah; daddy isnt here he said he would come

she started crying bare loud then i heared Josh's Voice he walked into the kitchen with Liana then he walked up to Naveah and gave her a big kiss she started smilling then i could see liana's belly it was semi big ive never noticed it before cause she's mostly driving but i saw it she was pregs i guessed...;

Josh; Naveah i've got you some presents there's one that you have too wait a couple of months for thouu baby

Naveah; whats it daddy?

Josh; Me+liana are having a baby babes

Naveah; what about mummy?

Me; shh Naveah.

after he gave his little announcement i walked out the room i walked upstairs in my room and sat on the bed i semi did want josh back but i defo couldnt have him now he had a another baby on the way i looked at myself in the mirror and started thinking am i that bad? i decided to jump on facebook i went on facebook and saw bare requests one from some bum boy called Trey he was looking nice i asked for his pin then got it he actually was looking nice he liked my pictures+everything i walked downstairs with the phone in my hand still talking to trey 10mins later i was on the phone to him he sounded sexy too he was just telling me about himself+how hes got a kid but he looks after him i started smilling then he asked me about myself+i told him;

Trey; so what d;ya like doing baby?

Me'; erm im doing modeling at the moment i model for like summer wear+winter things but ive gotta make em look sexy if you get me?

Trey; hmm i get you where you live

i told him where i lived...

Me;maybe we could link one time..?

Trey; maybe babes whats your daughter called

Me; Naveah its her birthday today initt shes 4

Trey; ooh see how you dont invite me ok i remember that!

Me; Loool i never knew you wanted to come to a kids party..

Trey; is it still on me+Tyrelle will come init..

Me; yeah its still on and okay hurr though im bored and ring me when your here.

i locked the phone off and got changed i put my shorts+crop top on with airmax i was looking fly i put my red hair ina bun then walked off downstairs i could see Josh with Naveah and Naveah looking half asleep i walked up to them but then i heared a knock on the door, i opened it to see some beautifull boy blonde hair+light brown eyes he stared up at me and then kissed my cheek i knew it was Trey i led him inside then let him take Tyrelle to sit down Naveah woke upp when she saw him and they started playing i looked at josh and his face was looking vex but then trey looked at me he stared at me for time then he spoke;

Trey''; whats happenin?

Me; the party looool you are here ya...

he stoped me there and placed his lips on mine it felt pasionate he placed his hands on my lap then hugged me i smilled a little then gave him a kiss onn his head he looked at me then smiled he was looking bare crafty and then he grabbed my hand he led me upstairs i looked at him then continued to kiss him he pushed me on the bed then he stood up he ran downstairs Quick then came back up he had a packet in his hand then i saw it was a condom i dont know if i was really ready to do this shit now i know for him its probs just a Quick beat he didnt really want me cause i didnt understand why someone as bum as him would want me i looked at him then frowned he took the message and sat up i looked up too then i spoke;

Me; is this just a Quick beat and then dash me cause im not like that i have a baby and ive got my life init i dont need a man init

he looked at me then smilled..

Trey; NAAAAH booooo thats stupid i would never 'Quick beat a girl' ive gotta wifey her just like you you ive defo gotta wifey you your beautiful+i would never do that shiz either i useto with previous girls that played me but not you your special babe i dont play them stupid games im a bug man now Realtalk.

Me; hmm still lets wait, need to get to know you before im letting you in if you get me?

Trey; yhyh i get you babes

with that he kissed me Josh burst into the room he looked at me then started talking;

me; what?

Josh; erm Naveah wants to stay with us tonight so yeah im taking her

he walked into Naveah's Room and took some clothes i just stood tere and watched him i started talking to him about us then he didnt speak he just looked at me and frowned.