Grotesque || Bucky Barnes x Reader

6

It's been a week since I received the roses, and it has been grinding my gears, So, I convinced Tony to call a meeting for everyone to fill out these papers. Despite being angry, I promised that I would no longer be mad at him if he did this one thing for me.

"right, I've been told that we need to fill out this form from a higher authority with no questions" Tony walks around, handing out a sheet of paper to everyone. I kept a close eye on Bucky and Steve, who seemed suspicious when given the form, especially Steve, but I know what Steve's handwriting looks like, so unless I see no correlation between the sheets and the note, then it isn't him. I hope it isn't him either because out of all the people in the world, Steve is the last person I would want to call me doll.

"Why are there so many questions," Clint asks, looking up from reading the one-sided paper. "Clint, there is only one side of questions to fill out," Wanda says "yeah, but writing why can't we type" He suggests ", Do we look like we know how to work modern machines," Bucky says, irritated as usual "Oh sorry that only two of you are old men" Clint snickers and Bucky instantly shoots me a look indicating that he and Steve weren't the only old people in the room.

"oh my god, don't look at me", I retort to him, making him chuckle lightly. Everyone ignored that. HE CHUCKLED. Bucky had a smile whilst reading the paper, and his eyes glistened when he smiled. It was pretty... gentle and sweet. His smile was soft and sweet.

I fill out the form and hand it back to Tony and sit around for the rest of the meeting. Once everyone has left the room, Tony wraps up the papers and hands them to me, and I speed walk back to my room. I slam the door throwing all the forms on the floor, grabbing the note, but I hear a knock at the door. It was Steve. He seemed to be out of breath, and I quickly shoved all the papers under my bed.

"Steve, hey, what's up," I say, standing up very alert of his presence "we have a mission, me, you, Bucky and Natasha right now. Suit Up its HYDRA" He rushes out of my room, but I run up to him. "Why can't Tony go and replace me? You know I cant-" Steve grabs my arms and looks at my eyes, then my lips and then all over my face "if you can deal with the avengers, you can deal with HYDRA ok you will be ok, and you have me, Natasha and bucky there for support," He says still trying to catch his breath.

Nat and Steve were flying the quinjet whilst Me and Bucky sat across from each other, having a staring competition. Minutes passed of continuous staring "would you two cut it out" Nat says, standing up. "We have made it" Steve walks beside her. Bucky clicks his neck standing up and walking off "no one has told me what we are doing here", and no one continues to tell me, I guess.

"I had better things to do than this", I say, slightly pissed off "what could be so important," Bucky asked, that's it I'm never in my right mind calling him Bucky "well, James, there are things like catching up with the people who took me in as a child, then there is also personal stuff that I do-" "would you two quit it, all you two do is argue" Steve whisper yells. I stand still and snap into the correct mode, almost like I was a bot.

We walk around sticking together since this was new territory to all of us, Seven HYDRA agents come out of nowhere attacking us especially James and I. I think they knew what we were here for but how could they know when I didn't, the agents kept coming like Niagra falls they wouldn't stop.

Often James and I would take a quick look at each other from the other side of the room, I took in all of his beautiful features like his muscles, his hair, his eyes, his hands sometimes I wanted to be his and I wish that we were holding hands under the stars and we would "y/n!" Steve yells tackling an agent who had a knife.

When my name was called James would look almost instantly for some reason, but, I don't understand why was I admiring him... admiring all his irritating yet perfect features. "y/n what has gotten in to you" Steve says grabbing another guy but this time he had a gun all I was doing was staring at James "i- I'm sorry" I stutter then I pull a knife out of an agent "James" I yell causing him to look up and I throw the knife at him so he could use it, since knives were his fortay.