Two weeks after the big fight/war
"what the fuck James" I yell at him "y/n please," he says "You are telling me you just want me to forgive you for all this" I pause not knowing what to say "shit," I say punching him in the shoulder "you know very well how I feel about this," I say sitting on the floor as he stares at me with tears in his eyes "leave," I say.
"what?" "leave," I say "you slept with nat I can't believe you" I scream standing up "LEAVE" I scream "Steve is outside," I say calmly shoving him out of the door I cant believe it.
I mean I don't even know when this happened, how could I be so stupid he left for multiple days on end and I didn't notice but he made it up to me by taking me out all the time what the fuck. He walks out and I see Steve leaning against the quinjet "he really did that?" Steve asks and I nod "and I'm fucking thankful that I hate him because I don't care that he's leaving" I shrug with a tear rolling down my cheek as James walks into the jet.
Steve walks up to me and kisses my cheek "I'm sorry princess I know you do truly love him" he whispers "pft no" I chuckle shrugging it was inevitable whatever I did to try and keep him from leaving it would happen anyways whether it would be leaving for days or leaving right now it has to happen.
"love you I'll visit again next month so in a couple of days yeah" He smiles and I nod blowing him a kiss, I'll always love Steve no matter how many mistakes he makes I don't think there will ever be a time in my life where I fully hate him.
I walk back into my room looking out the window watching them depart and I break down, James Buchanan Barnes who confessed his love for me has cheated with my best friend or well a friend nowadays.
"Y/n?" Shuri says walking in "Shuri can we talk about it after" I ask and I can sense her nodding.
She closes the door and I stand up throwing my phone at the bed, throwing my plants at the window screaming and crying in pain. The thing that I love hurt me and I didn't think or even hope that it would hurt me this bad but here we are.
God I am so stupid.
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Grotesque || Bucky Barnes x Reader
Fanfiction[ hate to love relationship ] [ bucky x reader story ] Bucky and Y/N were the most idolised duo in the fighting ring, It almost seemed too perfect when it came to wars and fighting but behind closed doors, it was never like that. Bucky couldn't stan...
