Grotesque || Bucky Barnes x Reader

17

Wakanda was different, Bucky was familiar with this place since they helped him here as well. It was a very hidden place and the inside was beautiful, Buck was telling me about his first time here with Steve and how they both hugged each other goodbye whereas I never had the luxury of hugging them goodbye here which I didn't prefer but still they said they would visit.

We exit the plane or whatever they called this high technology thing and I look around astonished at the view, the Avengers tower was amazing but this was different friendlier upon the first arrival for sure but that's probably because no strangers come in or out of the place.

I was anxious at first but Bucky being by my side 24/7 helped for sure with his constant words of reassurance like "its ok doll" or "they won't hurt you" and the constantly grabbing my hand to guide me around the huge place.

After a few hours of the tour and a couple hours of testing, I decided to have a nap because it was draining but Bucky came into our shared room where we both had to sleep in the same bed. I had nodded of multiple times but finally I think I was gonna fall asleep.

You can't escape what's already happened y/n its inbedded in you, it is literally you. The man paces aorund it was him, my brother although i had forgotten his name i remembered his looks how could i not? he tortured me for decades and decades on end. The machines and all the hard hitting stuff "no family, no partner, no children what a miserable life" He laces around the room "brother please" I plead one last time as he attaches the machine to my head shocking me over and over again, yet i couldn't feel anything. He stood there staring at me.

Standing there, eyes locked on me or well my soul. Book in hand writing down every single detail the shaking, blinking, muscles tenses.

Then *bang* a gun, a gun shot straight through my head

I sit up immediately panting and sweating "Hey woah" Bucky says and I turn around to see him sitting up against the backboard of the bed, rubbing my back he sighs "what's that" he asks "just first night jitters that's all" I sigh wiping the sweat off of my forehead "you had a nightmare too right?" he asks and I sit back next to him "you had a nightmare?" I whisper "oh yeah I get them all the time" he says licking the inside of his cheek "you know this just prevents it from being every single night" he whispers and I nod "come here" he says grabbing me and placing me infront of him and wrapping his arms around my waist pulling me in closer to place his chin on my shoulder.

"doll" he says "yeah" i whisper "it's only a nightmare" he whispers and I nod as he kisses my cheek.

a/n: the next few chapters are going to be short because she's in wakanda and she's only doing recovery so the next three or so chapters are going to be just catching up on her life :)