It's been a month or two, I haven't been keeping count honestly. Bucky has been the best support ever despite the bickering when we go to bed he has honestly been the best and I couldn't ask for anyone better. Last night Buck and I didn't sleep at all, instead, we stayed up all night talking about how much we miss our friends he misses Sam and Cap well I miss every single one of them especially Tony.
T'challa says that I'm almost halfway through the process of becoming 'normal' whatever that is in today's society. He says that this was way easier than doing it with Buck because they are more familiar with what is going on.
As of now Bucky and I aren't dating but we are on a walk through the forest.
"Doll," He says rubbing his thumb against the back of my hand not letting my hand slip out of his grip "yes" I gently say admiring the view of the trees and nature around us "when we get back home what will you and I do," He asks, I could tell it had been bugging him for a while since he had asked me on the first day we had arrived here and to be honest I didn't really know. We couldn't hide it from everyone since Tony has cameras everywhere, Steve wakes Bucky up almost every single morning and Jarvis wakes me up every morning.
I wanted to be with him but I don't think our friends would be quite ready for us if that even makes sense, I mean they wouldn't expect us of all people to be dating right? I mean when I thought about my future I usually thought it would be me and Steve with three little kids of our own but now it is Bucky and I, married, three kids specifically two boys and one girl and we agreed on the girl's middle name to be Frigga after the only mother figure in my life.
Yes, Bucky and I have already discussed our future but we never discussed the things right in front of us, the things we currently have. We have only spoken about stuff way far in the future and if I could even have kids at the young age of 107 or well however old I really am.
"doll?" he whispers, he often whispered when he was concerned about things I learnt "well we figure it out" I answer "whether we are still together or not by then we will figure it out because either way they will ask out of all people in the world why I chose to bring you with me" I laugh and he chuckles.
"would you want to get married?" he asks "well with you of course" I smile softly as he grabs my other hand to pull me towards him, he gently places his hand on my left cheek which was the cheek he would often kiss. Gently caressing it with a smile he sighs "You know I'd never thought I'd be here with you completely in love" he chuckles looking down licking the inside of his cheek and I nod "I know me neither" I smile in disbelief as he looks me in my eyes and kisses me slowly.
"I love you y/n," he says pulling away "I love you too James" I smirk knowing that saying hi name makes him think I'm mad at him "why are you mad at me," he says angrily pouting "you didn't kiss me longer" I roll my eyes and without a second thought he pulls me in kissing me gently.
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Grotesque || Bucky Barnes x Reader
Fanfiction[ hate to love relationship ] [ bucky x reader story ] Bucky and Y/N were the most idolised duo in the fighting ring, It almost seemed too perfect when it came to wars and fighting but behind closed doors, it was never like that. Bucky couldn't stan...