Save Me From Myself ( A Taegyu ff )

17. Say You Love Me

" Beomgyu ...? Hey Beomgyu !!! " 

His lost , half lidded eyes refocused back on Jaesun when he waved his hand over Beomgyu's face to grab his attention while calling out his name. They all were at a their hideout under the old , rusty bridge beside the Han river that shimmered with the moonlight falling upon its dark waters . 

" What happened you are zoning out a lot today . Is something wrong ?  " 

Beomgyu squinted his eyes and stared straight at Jaesun and for a moment they stayed quiet listening closely to the slow and slurred whisps of smoke clouds escaping from their mouths as they smoked . Beomgyu raised his fingers , flicking out the cigar dangling from his lips as his eyes momentarily settled upon the burning cherry smoking hot at the tip of his stick . 

" I don't know... I'm just not feeling that rush today . " Beomgyu suddenly rasped out , his voice deep and husky as he leered at Jaesun and whispered , " Do you know any other drug which is like more powerful ? " 

Jaesun smirked widely on hearing that as he shuffled closer to Beomgyu and leaned down as if sharing a secret and muttered  , " You have never injected the drugs have you ? " 

Beomgyu glanced sideways at Jaesun , his brows furrowing in uncertainty as his skin crawled unsettlingly and he voiced out , " But isn't injected the drugs through needles a dangerous procedure..." .

" It is , bit you will get thrice the more pleasure than swallowing or snorting drugs and it is because from injecting , the drugs enter the main blood stream directly and its impact is more rapid and intense . But here is the issue ..." 

Beomgyu skin was already tingling in anticipation and he scowled when Jaesun voice drifted low into a soft whisper . He wrapped his fingers around Jarsun' s arm urging him to continue which the other did after as he spoke  , 

" That shit is pretty expensive , just for injecting a single dose the cost can reach almost one million won . " 

A beat of silence or two passed between them , Beomgyu eyes had widened a centimetre  and his lips had pursed in surprise . He considered turning down this option when suddenly all the troublesome thoughts floating at the back of his head resurfaced to the top choking Beomgyu under their neverending spiral . And all  those thoughts were filled with Taehyun .

" Are you sure you want to quit school ...? " 

His body swayed from dizziness as Beomgyu tightened his hands around Jaesun to regain balance and snapped his eyes close , gulping in a long , deep breath before he stammered out breathlessly , 

" I'm ready , leave it to me I'll arrange the money somehow . Just give me those damn injections . " 

A smile slipped into Jaesun's lips as he hoistered a bag from below his chair , his hand sneaking in and rummaging around from sometime before he retrieved a bundle of injections , their piercing needles under the dim moonlight . 

Beomgyu gulped down the nervousness arising within him as he watched Jaesun who introducimg the tip of the  needle into a tiny white bottle and pulling the syringe so that a dirty off white solution was sucked into the transparent tube of injection . Beomgyu  breath almost hitched when Jaesun flickered his gaze to him ,his feline eyes sharp .

A strange shiver ran down Beomgyu's spine as Jaesun flashed him a sly smirk and whispered ,

" Here it is , give me your arm now  . It will just hurt a pinch alright so realz and don't move too much . " 

Then the rest was history ...later on that night after being drugged Beomgyu wandered away somewhere Jaesun was least bothered to care about . He did knew one thing for sure , Beomgyu has reached the final stage of his destruction .