First Reality...Now Love

CHAPTER 19❤

Still here standing before the man i love waiting...for him to tell me the same but...It feels like its been forever...that I've been waiting for his response...Since i told him the way i feel and haven't gotten a response back...besides his expressionless face expression...I don't know if i should leave or stay???

After looking at Mr.Style and back at his brother i decided to leave...

As if on cue Mr.Sanchez Felt me Leave...He grabbed my are before i could get to the door.

"Jezzica DON'T LEAVE!!!"

I looked at him as if telling him to continue the reason "why i shouldn't leave him" after having me wait there like an idiot for him to talk and tell me how much he loves me and how much he knows i love him...

i waited for him to talk...but i started thinking about how i need a relationship in where we can communicate with each other about anything and everything...

i also need a relationship were i don't have to worry about the way we fell and see each other...but right now i cant shake this feeling about not being sure about the way he feels for me or sees me anymore...

what if he thinks of me as a normal girl now and not the girl he fell in love with in the first place...

what if he sees me as a hoe ...whore ...or anything like that ...

i mean i have made some stupid decisions since I've meet him like ...thinking that i was in love with my best friend ...or even with Zoey's brother Marcus... i mean even i think of myself like that but then i just let It go and forget about it rather then live in the past....

i know its wrong to think like that but its true and i stay true to myself..

i was so deep in thought that i didn't notice how close Mr.Sanchez was standing to me...our faces inches apart...he started to lean in quicker then i could have processed...and he kissed me..after realizing what was happening i kissed him back...

this kiss was different...this kiss felt like a new chapter in my life...like i was alive again after everything that happened to me... and I'm going to accept it willingly with open arms...since i love him and want to be with him...

its not to early to say that he is the one ❤....

I can't believe that a girl like me didn't believe in love and Now I'm experiencing it...and all I can say is... it is the best feeling in the world....

4 months later...after school...

i was walking out of the school building it was late already i had stayed to make up some work that i was missing or behind in....do to the fact that i missed school for three months trying to deal with the lost of my mother...

after walking to the parking lot i was pulled in to the little forest that's by my school... i was so scared that i screamed but who ever had me put there hand over my mouth...i didn't know what else i could do to get out of this situation...After i thought about it ...the worst thoughts went through my mind so i closed my eyes...if anything was going to happen to me i didn't want to know who was gonna be the one doing it to me...

after sometime the person turned me around and i still had my eyes closed so i didn't know who was holding me still...when i was completely turned around and pushed to this guys chest the only thing i thought about was getting out of here so the only thought that came through my head was...

I took a deep breath and kicked my leg up as hard as i could between the guys legs and hit him where guys have nightmares of being hit ....when i heard him wimp in pain i opened my eyes ready to run but when i saw who this guy was i almost dropped dead...

I got down and tried to help my boyfriend {in other words Mr.Sanchez}

"are you okay???" i said in almost tears..

he looked at me and tried to smile but i felt bad ...after a few minutes of him getting some air he managed to talk....

"I'm fine babe...it was my fault i shouldn't have scared you like that.."

"I'm sorry ...well why did you??"

"well...i was trying to get your attention...now that i have i want to ask you to come over for dinner..."

"of course ill meet you at your apartment in a few minutes..."

An hour later.....

I'm sitting on the couch waiting for dinner to be ready...

It's not the first time I'm over at Mr.Sanchez apartment...

We have been dating for a few months now and I'm happy so is he...we've gotten serious about our relationship lately... But we haven't done it.... Honestly I've been thinking about it...and I think I'm ready...I just feel like he's not...

Oh well it happens when it has to happens....

After that we ate dinner and decided to watch a movie... After the movie we had nothing to do so we sat in the living room talking about anything and everything...

I decided to go to the room and change in my pjs that i had here...

After a while he came in to the room and changed in to his PJ's and laid down with me... After sometime of cuddling he kissed me.... I decided to deepen the kiss.... After that we... Well we did it....

Yes I mean "it"

The next morning....

I woke up and felt happy and a little different....

I realized that i was officially a woman... I didn't regret what happen I was actually proud that i went through with it...

I can officially say that he is the one.... Because I woke up loving him more then ever...

Couple days later...

I woke up feeling different... Not a bad different but odd... I got up from my bed and ran to the restroom and threw up... I've been feeling sick lately But it comes and goes....

Normally I only throw up in the morning... But IDK I just don't think anything about it...

My phone rang and I ran to get it...

"hello"

"Heyyy Jez"

" Heeyyy Zoey "

" how have you been since the last time we talked..."

"good... I've been sick lately but I've been good... "

" well have you gotten checked?:

"ugh... No it's not serious... "

"you won't know unless you get checked... "

" fine I'll go right now then..."

"good let me know what they say... "

After that we hang up and I get ready to go to the clinic... I'm sure it's nothing serious...

At the clinic...

" so when was the last time you got your period Mrs. Reyes?"

"last month I'm due for this week..."

"well we did some test and it turns out you won't be getting your period for the next 9 months... "

" what do you mean... "

" I'm saying your pregnant Mrs. Reyes... "

After those words came out all I could think of is how am I going to tell Mr. Sanchez...
What will he say???Should I even tell him...I can't believe this ....

I'm pregnant...