First Reality...Now Love

CHAPTER 23

Its been about two week since Mrs.Martin was at my house and i asked her to keep my secret for me...

*******Flashback******

"Will you keep our secret...At least until I graduate..."

She was quit for a while ...she look as if she was deep in thought and I felt a little hope that she would do this for me and if not for me at least for the child i am caring inside of me ...

I was about ask her again before i got interrupted by Mrs.Martin her self...i just stood there in Mr.Sanchez arms looking her waiting for her to speak...

"Jezzica i only have one question before i decide what im going to do with this matter..."

"Of course anything ..."

"Did your mother know about this?"...and at this moment i felt as is all the air inside me had left...i know my knew about this know that she will never meet her granddaughter ...it hurt me know that she was here with me to help me with this ...

I know if she was here she would be on my side and not on the side of the law ...because what a mother wants more in life is to see there children happy...and that's what she saw when i was with him...

I was in fact happy and in love ...

"Yes she knew about it ..." i say with the only air i had left to speak with and then i felt a single tear fall but i wiped it away not wanting to cry in front of them ...

"and she accepted it..."she ask look at me dead in my eyes ...

"Yes she did ...she wanted me happy ..." i say not looking away ...

"Okay...If your mom was fine with it and accept it who am i to keep you from your happiness when your own mother didn't and she knew it was wrong but preferred to see her daughter happy ..." after her speech i knew what her answer was she was going to keep our secret and it made me happy ...i hugged her and thanked her ... but i couldn't stop thinking about my mom...

Especially with one of the last conversations we had it was a while back when we were sitting in this living room me and her and she sat me down and told me to tell her everything that was bothering me and i knew she was talking about my love life so i told her everything .... starting with Andrew...then Marcus....And finally Mr.Sanchez ...that's when she told me to not waste my time on over thinking things like i always do...she told me i knew who i wanted to be with but that i was scared and she was right ... then she told me what i wanted was wrong but that she rather see me happy then be with so many guys that i don't feel anything for...

So after she died i had the courage to go after what i wanted and was determined to have it ... and now i do and im one of the happiest person living life right now ...

I thank my mother for that ...

******Flashback over ******

I was now walk to lunch meeting up with Andrew to eat ..I was so hungry ...you could kinda see a belly on me since i was about 2 months now ...he gets excited every time he sees me wanting to feel my stomach ...im sure you cant feel anything but he does it anyway ...

After school I decide to go to the library and make time to when i get home since i don't like to be alone for so long and Sanchez had a meeting today so he couldn't come start home ....

Yeah Home ....we decided to move in together into my house since we didn't see the point in living separate anymore...we were having a kid and he wanted to be around more so ...we solved it by moving together ...to be honest i think it was a good idea i don't have to be alone anymore ...