First Reality...Now Love

CHAPTER 20

After the doctors appointment i had called Andrew to pick me up at the clinic...he's decided to skip school this morning to take me to the clinic but he didn't know why i was there i just told him it was to get a check up and nothing in particular.

right now i was in the office getting a pass to class..i made it to school for third period and the rest of my classes...but the one class i regret skipping is first period which is with Mr.Sanchez ...i know that he's going to ask me where i was so i will catch a ride with him after school and tell him about the baby ...I'm positive that he will be supportive about it because he loves me...at least that's what i keep telling myself...

a few hours later i have lunch and i sit with Andrew we were talking but i wasn't paying any attention too what he was saying...i guess he noticed when he called my name a few times to get my attention..

"Jezzica ....are you okay?"

"Yeah..Yeah I'm fine why?"

"because I've been talking to you and you haven't been listening to a word i have said"

"I've been listening..."

"okay what was i talking about then???"

"Umm...okay i wasn't listening ...I'm sorry"

"What's on your mind ...did something happen at the clinic because you've been like this since then..."

"No its nothing I'm okay...we have to go before we are late to class..."

"Jezzica did something happen with Sanchez ..."

"No thing we are perfect ...i couldn't be happier in my life ...." after that we left and and went to class...after an hour of Spanish it was time to go home ...but before i could go home i had to go to Mr.Style class because i need my make up work from 2nd period this morning that i missed... i cant be behind in my classes no more...

After walking to his class i enter and sit down in the classroom and wait for him to come.... i took advantage of this time and texted Sanchez that i would need a ride after i get out of here...he said that was fine with him so after i read his response i put my phone away and then Mr.style walked in...

"oh hey jezzica ...did we have a tutoring session today?"

"Oh...um no we didn't i just came for my make up work i wasn't here this morning so i wanna get it done and not be behind anymore..."

"oh okay that's fine ....all you have to do is take the notes of the website that i gave you last time and you'll be good ... that's basically all we did in class you didn't miss much ...but i would like to ask are you okay ??? is there something wrong that i should know about???"

"Oh Okayy....and No Not at the moment but ill let you know if there is ...thanks for asking ..."

"your welcome ...and is that all i can help you with??"

"Yes thank you now i have to go now your brother is waiting for me..."

"why don't you look happy about that Jezz usually you'll be excited to get out of here to go see him ..."

"i know but today i have to tell him something that i found out about in the clinic that's were i was this morning before i came to school...'

"are you okay??? what did they tell you??? is it serious???"

'I'm fine that's all i can tell you ...he needs to be the first one to know its up to him if he wants to tell you not me ..." that's the last thing i said before i left...

Walking to the car i was so deep in thought about how i was going to tell him...i was scared was if hes not happy about it ....what if he doesn't want to have a kid with me ..what will i do ??? out of now where i feel arms wrap around me and i know who it is so i fake a smile ...

'you know that's the fake-st smile I've ever seen on your beautiful face..."

"sorry its just i have something on my mind that's been bothering me and i have to tell you ...."

"well babe you can tell me now ...if its bothering you that much..."

"no not here lets go to my place and talk about it ..."

"alright if that's what you want ..." after that he helped me in to the car and we drove to my house on the way there we had the music low and i could hear myself thinking out loud ...he was holding my hand while driving ...he gave it a little squeeze which made me look up at him ...and our eyes meet...

Out of no where i feel something hit us on my side of the car and the last thing i remember is seeing Mr.Sanchez worried eyes look at me before everything went black ....

When i woke up i felt pain all i wanted to do was scream but i couldn't i felt like if i did no one would hear me....i tried to open my eyes but the light was to right it was blinding me ...but the there was a shadow that covered my eyes which helped me open them...when i opened my eyes i saw Mr.Sanchez standing next to me ...

"Jezz how are you feeling are you okay???" after hearing his voice i knew i was save even if i was in all this pain right now...

"What happened??? where am i ???" it was hard to remember what happened ...its not that i forgot its just it hurt to remember right now...

"Your in the hospital we had a car accident on he way back home..."when those words left his mouth i don't know what happened to me but my hands landed on my stomach and my hart beat quickened ...

"Where is the the doctor i need to talk to him..." all he did was look at me and didn't as a word ...i was starting to get scared and worried about my baby ...

"Jezz i know about the pregnancy ..."when he said that i felt like if time stood still ...

"That's what i wanted to tell you ...and now you know ..."after that he smiled but as quick as it showed up it disappeared....

"Jezz i have some bad news ...." once again time stood still and i waited for him to tell me what was wrong ...deep down inside i knew it was about my baby ...i didn't know what to expect so i just layed there looking at him...waiting for his responses...

Waiting....

Why wouldn't he speak...