First Reality...Now Love

CHAPTER 9

JEZZICA'S POV;

After that Monday morning where Mr. Sanchez asked me to be his girl... I didn't answer him I was in shock and told him I had to think about it... it's been a week since he asked me and so far he has been patient but I know deep down inside he wants an answer...

It's Tuesday afternoon and I'm in my Spanish class... noticing I have nothing to do I take my phone out and text Andrew to see what he is doing...

Me; hey wyd???

Andrew; hi lil one nun bored in class...glad you texted me...I'm so ready to go home...

Me; same bruh... we should chill after class???

Andrew; ight let me know were to meet you lil one and I'll be there...

Me; ight bruh I'll let you know ... you know wat meet me by my car ...we can pick Ur car up later...

Andrew; ight bae see you after school which will be after this class

Me; ight bruh see you then ...bye

Andrew; bye bae ;)

Right after I finish reading his message I feel my phone being snatched out of my hand ... I look up to see my Spanish teacher in front of me...

"Detention after school Miss Reyes!!! You shouldn't have your phone out in class..."

After that I feel upset because I have to cancel my plans with Andrew....

After 15min. without my phone the bell rings and I try to leave but the teacher catches me and calls me back... before I walk in I text Andrew to let him know I won't be able to make it... and that I had detention...

I walk back in take a seat and put my phone away...

After a few minutes my Spanish teacher is packing her things so I obviously ask her "Miss... is umm detention over???"

"No Miss Reyes I have an appointment today so Mr. Sanchez is going to to cover for me today..."

"Umm.... Mr. Sanchez the English teacher???"

"Yes Miss Reyes is there a problem with that???"

"What ...No...no its not..."

"Okay well lets go..." we walk down to Mr. Sanchez class and I walk in to take a seat and while the teachers are talking I take that time to check my phone and see if Andrew has texted me...surprisingly he hasn't so when I put it away I look up and see both teachers looking at me...

"Miss Reyes what's the reason I gave you detention???"

"Umm...oh yeah because I was on my phone during class..."

"Yes and what were you doing just now???"

"I was on my phone... but if you really think about it im not breaking the rules since I'm not in your class and you're no teaching..."

"Don't get smart with me Miss Reyes or I'll give you a weeks' worth of detention..."

"Mmhhmm and will you be there or will Mr. Sanchez be covering for you again???"

"That's enough Miss Reyes I've had enough of your attitude you have detention during lunch and after school with me... so get ready to see my face 3 times a day for this week ..." with that she walks out the class before I have a chance to say something back...

Mr. Sanchez just sits at his desk and starts working on what he was working before we walked in...After a few minutes I'm bored so I know I shouldn't take out my phone what can I do instead...

I guess since where in the same room I should probably talk to him I mean I have to at some point ... things can't stay the way they are right now ... its awkward enough him teaching me know the way he feels for me and no one knowing...

"Heyy..." he does nothing and I get frustrated...

"Heyy Mr. Sanchez ..."

"Ohh Yes Miss Reyes how may I help you???" I look at him a little annoyed

"Really that's how it's going to be..."

"I don't understand what you're trying to say..."

"We may still be in school but that doesn't mean you have to talk to me like any ordinary student here... we both know it's different between us..." by this point we yelling...

"Oh so now there's an us I was starting to think I was the only one who actually had different kind of feelings for one another..."

"What the hell is wrong with you...you know the way I feel for you why are you questioning it now???"

"Are you seriously asking me why I am questioning your love for me ...? Wow I guess it's probably because you haven't answered my question I asked you last Monday ...I mean seriously it's been a month and you haven't gave me an answer... so what am I supposed to feel I was being patient because I love you and didn't want to pressure you too make a decision that may not be what you want..."

"Fine you really want to know what I think... I think ....we should date ...that's what you wanted to hear my opinion there you go...that's what I think ....HAPPY ....because I sure am now I don't have to carry this weight around ...that I have been carrying since you asked me!!!!"

He didn't say a word... so I got up and left his class room... for some reason I was carrying more weight than I was before....and I know why ..I just lied to the love of my life ...right to his face I told him I didn't want him when I do...

I was so frustrated with him that I went against him because that's the type of person I am when I get mad I say things I don't mean and then regret them like I am now... but I can turn back around that will make me look weak... I will just have to live with it ....

MR.SANCHEZ POV;

She just confessed that everything she told me was a lie... who was I kidding a beautiful young girl like her falling for me ... now I'm the one who is broken and has been played with ...what am I supposed to do now every time I see her all I can think of is how much I love her and want her by my side...

Here I was thinking we could be happy and fight our battles together and actually find a way to make things work for us...

I was just dreaming ...with this perfect life with her and the reality hit me and it hurt... its like losing half of yourself and I hate this feeling of loss...

Then again I shouldn't be complaining because that's all she has felt in her life lost and loneliness not love like I was ready to show her what it was and should a new side of life then what she was living...

I love her and I will do anything to help her even though I can't be there for her like I want to ill be there for her as a friend FOR NOW....