First Reality...Now Love

CHAPTER 11

ANDREW'S POV;

This is bad ...this is really bad what am I supposed to do...I just saw my best friend kissing our English teacher...the worst part about this isn't that she was kissing our teacher... but that I was going to confess to her that I'm in love with her...

I always have been. Now I can't tell her ...not after that... I mean it's not that I was spying on them it was more like ... looking out for them but they had to know there was a possibility someone could catch them ...and well they would be in big problems if they do... so I did them a favor... She looked so happy with him.

I can't be the one to ruin that... she's never been happy in her life ...she's been through hell. Now she's happy so I won't tell her how I feel ...and I most certainly will not let the school find out about them ...she deserves to be happy...

Even if it's not with me... and even if I'm not... because if she is happy then I'm happy...

Jezzica has called me and texted me so many times I lost count ... but I think she should be a little freaked out so she can know what she will feel when or if someone else finds out ...

I wouldn't say I'm being an ass because I'm teaching her a lesson ...but there's nothing wrong with enjoying her freak out over this... After thinking about this I head home after sitting in the park... when I get home Jezzica is waiting for me outside of my house...I get out and walk to the door without looking at her I open the door and let her in ...I wonder how long she has been waiting its cold outside... I close the door and sit in the living room and look at her... giving her a look to begin talking ...

"Andrew I would never ask you to keep this a secret if it wasn't important... but it is he's important to me and I love him..."

"Jezzica... Shut up if you know me ...you know I would never do anything to hurt you... because I love you as friends of course..."

"So you're not going to say anything..." "No I won't say anything to anyone ..."

"I knew I could count on you..." After we finished talking about me not ratting her out ...we started talking about Mr. Sánchez and her the story of how it started....

What she has been through with him since... no wonder she was acting the way she was... she was having relationship problems and she couldn't talk to anyone about it giving her situation...

When we finished talking it was 2am so being the protective friend I am I offered her to spend the night... she's done it before... so there shouldn't be a problem... we have school tomorrow so we'll wake up early... so she can go home and change and get ready for school.

We head up stairs and I lend her some clothes to sleep in... when were both ready I turn off the lights and lay on my bed next to her ... but far enough to give her space.... She notice that and she moves to the middle of the bed.

"Andrew.... Why are you laying so far away from me???"

"To give you your space..."

"Well I've had enough space the past few days... so can you not give me space and hold me in you arms like you always do..."

"Umm... are you sure that's a good idea ...I mean you're in a relationship now..."

"Yes... but that shouldn't change things between us ..."

"Fine you had me at shouldn't..."

"Lol...I thought I did..." With that I meet her in the middle of the bed and held her in my arms.... If I said I wasn't happy at this moment I would be lying... because I am ...

We fell asleep and it was the most peaceful night I have had in ages ...

In the Morning we ate breakfast and I got ready for school then we headed to her house for her to get ready ...when she was done we headed to school ...

JEZZICA'S POV;

Saying that I didn't have the most amazing friend in the world would be an understatement... Andrew is the best keeping my relationship a secret is the biggest thing I've asked him to do for me ... Now I can't stop thinking about last night ...I spent the night with Andrew...

I not stupid I now Andrew has feeling for me ...it's not that I'm playing with his emotions but that now I'm trying to figure my emotions towards him... it wasn't till yesterday that I thought I felt something for him because when he saw me with Mr. Sánchez it killed me to see his face when I looked at him ...

Last night I came to talk to him to not say anything about what he saw... but actually I just wanted to spend time with him...

When we were laying in his bed all I could think about was him holding me like old times... when he did... it was different this time I felt butterflies in my stomach ....something I thought I only felt with Mr. Sánchez ...

I've never seen Andrew as a guy I've only seen him as a friend but yesterday at his house I saw him as a guy and he's perfect... he's hot ...I don't know how blind I've been to not see how handsome Andrew is ...now that I do I am second guessing my relationship with Mr. Sánchez ...

Now I need to step back and look at my options... not really options but how do I really love and want to take a chance on...

To be honest I think I'm falling in love with my best friend ...or maybe I've always loved him but never really admit to myself...

Now that I am I actually may be in love with Andrew!!!!