JEZZICA'S POV;
Well I’ve been thinking lately and maybe I should give myself more time to think about what I really want and with who… I should get away for a few days Christmas break is coming up it’s the perfect time to get away…
After a day of feeling guilty that I stayed with Andrew I broke off my relationship with Mr. Sánchez…using the excuse that I was scared we would get caught … like we did with Andrew…he believed me at least I hope he did …
This is not easy… they still text me every day and I see them every day which doesn’t help…
I should really plan a getaway…I should go to California I always went there when things got hard around here …plus I know people there so it’s perfect…
When I was done planning my get away I realize that we only had 2 more days until Christmas break….I realized that I would be out of here soon…
After school I head home... since my mother won’t be home tonight, who knows why …I invite Mr. Sánchez over to talk about me wanting more space… so I’ll tell him about my plans to get away for Christmas break….
When I get home I get a message confirming he’s coming …so I cook some dinner and get cleaned up then I just wait for him to get here…
Sitting in the living room for fifteen minutes…I hear the doorbell ring… so I get up and walk toward the door and open it without looking who it was… because I was expecting Mr. Sánchez… but when I look up it’s not Mr. Sánchez… It’s Andrew...
When I saw him …I froze… he was in his gym clothes… so I figured he probably just left the gym… knowing what I was thinking he walks in to the house…
“Hey I just came from the gym and your house is closest to the gym …so I stopped by to see if I can shower here ….you know I hate being in my car all sweaty…”
“It wouldn’t be the first time …”
“So… I take that as a yes …”
“Of course Andrew when have I ever said no to you…?”
“I don’t think you ever have babe ….” After he called me “babe” I knew I was blushing but all he did was laugh and headed up stairs…
“Andrew take a shower in my bathroom from my bedroom …”
“I know the drill I’ve token a shower here before …”
“Oh …yeah sorry I forgot for a minute…”
“Sure you did …I’ll be out in a minute” he kisses my forehead…
With that he got in the shower and I went downstairs and dinner was ready …ten minutes went by and Andrew comes down stairs with his hair still wet and all dressed … I try not to stare at how wonderful he looks but it’s too late he catches me staring at him….
I look away shyly... he comes and sits on the couch with me and puts an arm around me and pulls me on to his lap …and I let him it felt right…
I put my head on his shoulder and just sit there with him...
“Jezzica…”
“Andrew…” I say playing around with him and I see him smile…
“Are you okay …”
“Yes …I’m fine”
“Okay …just checking…”
“What makes you think something is wrong…”
“Well… because you were staring at me… and you were blushing and looked away shyly???”
“Well it’s because you a very hot guy Andrew…”
“Since when do you think I’m hot???”
“Since I took time to admire how hot of a guy you are…”
I blush and look away …he uses his hand to turn my face to look at him and we just stare into each other’s eyes for what seemed like forever …he looks straight into my eyes and says …
“I think you the most beautiful girl I’ve ever seen…I’m more than thankful that I have you in my life and I hope it stays like that… because I love you and I would hate to loss you …”
I look at him and smile …
“Andrew I don’t want to loss you either …”
With that I put my head on his shoulder and mentally regret not telling him I love him…
After a while I felt him move and I get up….
“You fell asleep…”
He laugh and I see that he was tired to …so I was about to ask him if he wanted to spend the night but I remembered about Mr. Sánchez…
“What time is it???”
“Its 8:30…”
I get my phone and see that I don’t have a call nor a message on my phone… for some reason I didn’t care …but to make sure I didn’t get an unexpected visit I text Mr. Sánchez …
(Message; hey sorry I have to cancel on you …my mom just got home and I’m tired can I get back to you tomorrow… to see when we can talk …
Mr. Sánchez; yeah sure I’ll talk to you tomorrow…
Me; thanks good night…
Mr. Sánchez; goodnight Jezzica…)
After that I asked Andrew to spend the night …he excepted of course…for some reason he was all I could think about …just wanting to be with him… at the moment it felt like we matter and no one else not even Mr. Sánchez existed in this moment I was happy to be with him…
We stayed downstairs in the living room watching a movie…I sat on his lap through the whole movie I enjoy it and I knew he did to… after the movie finished we went upstairs to my room and we changed in to more appropriate clothes to sleep in…
When we were done …we laid in my bed …technically I laid in his arms just thinking how great I feel with him and I am not afraid to be myself with him… plus I love him …maybe he’s the one for me …after a while of thinking Andrew breaks the silence…
“Jezzica…I have to tell you something…”
“I have to tell you something to…”
“Well ladies first …”
“Andrew …I love you …”I don’t get any reaction…
“I know that Jezzica… now it’s my turn…” I laugh at him not understanding what I just said …and sit up and turn the light on and look straight into his eyes …
“No Andrew you didn’t understand what I said I’m in love with you …”
“You’re in love with me???” he says a little confused
“Yes …I’m in love with you …you idiot”
“Jezzica I’m in love with you to…” he says with a smile on his face and I swear I could not be any happier than I am right now …
I just confessed to my best friend that I’m in love with him and I don’t regret it …because I am in love with him…
After looking at each other for a while and smiling like idiots and holding hands…I lean in to kiss Andrew… when our lips touch it feels like I’ve discovered a new meaning of life …and I love the feeling it felt right …
After making out for several minutes we pull away and look at each other and I can’t help but smile and blush and he smiles back… Then I lay back down with him…I love the way he looks at me... I just feel like I’m safe with him and I always will be...I love him …he loves me …and I feel like we belong together...
Now I know what I want … I want …I want…
ANDREW….
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Ficção AdolescenteThis story is about a girl who has been through a lot and she has trust issue do to the things she's been through ....its hard for her to fall in love but when she does things might not work out the way she wants them to .....
