First Reality...Now Love

CHAPTER 22

I was supposed to only stay a week off of school but i took a whole month because the doctor said it was fine and better for me ....I've been on bed rest for the past month.Sanchez has been staying with me lately.

I've decided to go back to school on Monday ...things will change when i walk in to school on Monday people will know i'm pregnant since you can tell now i'm about two months ...it feels great i'm happy and Sanchez couldn't be happier ...

It's Saturday morning and Mr.Sanchez couldn't stay with me last night since he had a meeting and it was late he decided to stay at his apartment instead of driving all the way to my house... i understand him thankfully because of him i haven't fallen behind in my school work. I also have to thank Andrew because if it wasn't for his tutoring i wouldn't understand any of this work.

After just laying in bed i decided to get up and make myself some lunch.while i was walking down stairs the door bell rang i thought it was Mr.Sanchez ...but when i opened the door it was the school counselor...

I froze i didn't know what to do for some reason i felt sick to my stomach...what is she doing here???

"Mrs.Martin...what are you doing here???"

"Mrs.Reyes we had a discussion last week about me coming to visit you and talking to you about coming back to school...."

"Oh...right sorry i forgot ..please come in and take a sit ...sorry for the mess"

"Thanks ...Mrs.Reyes are you still living alone??"

"Call me Jezzica and yes im living alone why do you ask?"

"Well because its my job to know if you live with the father of the baby and because there is male clothes on the couch.."

"Oh.. yeah no that's Andrew's clothes sorry he forgot them here..."

"So...Andrew is the father of the baby???"

"Um....Yeahhhhh Andrew's the father of my baby..."

well there's another lie i have to tell Andrew to deal with ....i feel so bad for putting him in this position but no one can know who the real father is ...besides my doctor he knows and even he's pretending not to know ...

"Well Jezzica im just asking i didn't mean to make you nervous or anything about asking who the father was...i know that's you personal life but the school has to know..."

"Yeah i know i understand ..."

After that the door bell rang and i had gotten that nervous feeling in my stomach again like if something bad was about to happen...

"Sorry Mrs.Martin I have to answer the door..."

"That's no problem Mrs.Reyes this is your house ..."

After that i just smiled at her and went to the door when i opened it i wanted to scream at him to leave ...He couldn't be here right now ....this is why i was getting the bad feeling like something was going to happen there is no way i can protect him from this one and the next words that came out of his mouth were the only ones for Mrs.Martins needed to figure all of this out ....this wouldn't be a secret anymore...

"Hey babe how are you feeling???How's the baby??"

I honestly didn't know what to do my heart stopped ...I just stared at him ...it was like my heart dropped to my stomach and i wanted to throw up... he looked worried but if i saw myself i would be worried to i don't even know what i look like but if i were guessing i probably look like i just saw a ghost ...

"Babe you may want to sit down you don't look so good.." that's when he stared to walk me inside and he saw what made me act like i did at the door when he walk in the living room ...

I'm telling my self i couldn't stop this...i know that if i tried i probably could but the honest truth is i was tired of lying ...i cant do it no more ... i mean i haven't talked to Sanchez about it but ill just act like it was an accident and this was meant to happen ....

I was so deep in thought that i didn't know what was going on...

"Mr.Sanchez i asked you a question?" Mrs.Martin asked concern ...

"Mrs.Martin i can explain..." Sanchez started get scared and i knew i was the only one who could calm him down but just being there for him ...this is were he is going to need me...

"Mrs.Martin he's the father of my baby and i love him that's the truth i lied when i said that Andrew was the father because i panicked ...i was only trying to protect him and myself from this getting out but this got out of hand ..." i looked at her and she saw how honest i was being ....and she knows that by the way Mr.Sanchez is acting that he loves me and him putting him self in this position was a way to show me he loves me and was willing to loss everything for me ....

"Mrs.Martin i know you cant understand this right now but please don't say anything leave things how they are at least till the year is over and you don't have to worry about this any more ill graduate and we will relocate we've talked about it already...please understand were im coming from its not just about me no more its also about my baby and the man i love ..."

"Jezzica i understand but this illegal you cant be doing this ..."after that Sanchez stood in front of me as if he was protecting me and it felt good i did my part now its his turn ...

"Look i love Jezzica and if you wont let us live our lives together then i wont have a chose i will have to quit and move with her to were no one will find us before she even graduates do you want that Mrs.Martin ... that's the only way out and i know that Jezzica will go with me as i would if she asked me the same thing i would leave everything and anything for her..."

After that i asked the question that will determine what i will do with the next step in my life...

" will you keep our secret... Atleast until I graduate... "

I waited for her response but it never came....