First Reality...Now Love

CHAPTER 6

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I've taken a long time to update I haven't had a chance to...but here it is the next chapter hope you like it and enjoy it ...feel free to comment ,vote , really helps but I'm not forcing you to...I know it's a short chapter but that's okay ... an Suzy here is the update you've been asking for let me know what you think...

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It's been a long and awkward week... after the kiss with my teacher I don't know what I'm supposed to do?

Does this prove he likes me or am I just another little girl that will get played with and her feelings will get hurt????

Not that it's possible with me I've been hurting basically my whole life.

The one thing I know is that I've never experienced love....is that what that what he feel's LOVE ...Nah who am I kidding who would like a person like me ...much less love me???

I'm surprised that Andrew hasn't even noticed that I've been keeping something from him...I would tell him but that would mean that there be a possibility that Mr. Sanchez could get fired and in trouble for kissing a student in his class or a student in general.

I don't want him to lose his job over a stupid kiss that probably didn't even mean anything to him...I wonder did that kiss mean anything to him...

Now that I think about it did the kiss mean anything to me???

Does he regret it???? Do I regret not stopping it???

What the hell is happening to me I need answer!

Ever since I've met Mr. Sanchez I've always had all these questions and no answer for them I think its time to get them...

Weather he likes it or not ...I'm getting them... even if I don't like the outcome of it ....I NEED TO KNOW!!!!

I can't stay clueless like this forever...not like this...not with him...

It's different with him... it's like I need to know what his needs and wants are so I can help and make him feel and be happy...

One thing is for sure is that i know i love him but i cant let him know that.

i don't want to hurt him....

I [LOVE] HIM !!!!!

IM IN LOVE With MY English TEACHER !!!!!

He cant know.....

After a long day at school... I'm finally home and in my room all I want to do is forget and sleep till Monday morning when my nightmares start again all over again...