Jezzica’s POV;
After hearing my alarm I lay in bed thinking should I go to school or take the day off…..AFTER a long time of thinking I decide I should go…I can’t stop something like this keep me from school plus I need answers and lots of them …I need then today …
I get ready and head out the house and into my car…I get to school at the same time as always…I walk in and head to Mr. Sanchez class …when I get there he looks like he hasn’t slept and was expecting me to be here like always …
I go in and take a seat...We sit there in silence for a couple of minutes…so I decide to brake it… wanting to be the mature one in the room
“Mr. Sanchez I think we need to talk…” he stay’s silent...Which makes me frustrated …so I get up and walk over to his desk and slam a book in front of him… makes him jump and makes me start laughing…I kind of feel bad but I’ll be lying if it didn’t make my day.
“Miss Reyes when did you get here” he says trying to relax and calm himself
I try to stop laughing and become more serious about this situation “ I was talking to you and you didn’t respond to my question… so I took matters in to my own hands…and well to answer your question I got here a few minute ago…”
“Okay…well I’m sorry for not paying attention I didn’t get much sleep last night…”
“I can tell…why didn’t you get much sleep last night??” he looks up at me and say…
“I was thinking about you…” I stay quiet for a moment… and wonder…
“why were you thinking of me??” with that he gets up and walks around his desk and stands in front of me.” He looks into my eyes for the longest …and begins to explain why he was thinking of me.
“last night I got home and was thinking about the kiss… and I knew I needed to talk to you about it but I didn’t know when and well I decided I was going to talk to you today at some point so here I am …”
“Mr. Sanchez I was also thinking…--”and with that he cuts me off by saying…
“I know what you’re going to say…it should have happened…that I could lose my job for feeling the way I do about you and that it’s illegal for a student ad a teacher to be together but I think we should be the ones to make the decision about that.”
I stay silent looking at this man that just confessed he had feels for me the way I do for him…what am I supposed to do now that I know he does want me the way I do… after I processed everything in my head I look at him and tell him everything that is on my mind…
“Before I need to know are your feelings for me for real or am I just another girl on your list that ur going to play with and then just leave destroyed and broken… because I’m already broken I don’t need some else come into my life and hurt me even more…”
“Jezzica what I feel for you is unconditional and pure love and I want you to know that I will fight for you if it comes to that…and if I lose my job ill find something else to do just to make you happy …”
“I guess you just answered all my questions…”
“Okay but I got a few questions of my own…”I shake my head for him to continue and finish talking…
“I want to know what you feel for me. How do you feel about us if there is an us?”
I take a deep breath and begin to talk …
“Well to be honest I like you more than JUST A TEACHER and well about us… it felt right but it’s wrong and I would probably take a risk for us because I know that I do love you but I’ve never loved someone the way I do for you… which is scary because I don’t know what to do …I’m just afraid.”
We both look into each other’s eyes and he begins to talk…
“It will be scary at points but we can make it work I know we can because love can conquer all at least I believe it does and I hope that’s enough for us…”
“If you believe that who am I to doubt it or you…”
“So the real question is what do we do now that we know what we feel is real??”
“Well I don’t know what do you suggest at this point???”
“Well Miss Reyes now that I know you love me all that I can think of asking you would be…WOULD YOU LIKE TO BE MY GIRL???” with that all the Air in the room was gone and I was left facing the question I’ve never expected from my English teacher…
WHAT SHOULD I SAY?
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First Reality...Now Love
Teen FictionThis story is about a girl who has been through a lot and she has trust issue do to the things she's been through ....its hard for her to fall in love but when she does things might not work out the way she wants them to .....
