I'm Coming Back For More - Joonas Porko

Lose Yourself

It's been an hour since my mom left and the boys were doing their best to make me forget about what happened and what she said. I felt so sorry, she talked so bad for them and still here they are comforting me.

It was getting dark so we decided to walk back in the studio. The park wasn't far away so it took as only 10 minutes to arrive.

In the whole way Joonas was holding my hand. I still can't progress how i got so lucky.

"Look how good they look together" i heard Niko saying on Joel while they were walking behind us, i turned and gave him a smile

"They make eachother happy and they deserve to be loved" Olli said and pat their shoulders

We finally got in the big room and i managed to take my jacket off and finally feel some warmth, even if Joonas body was close on mine while we were out is was still really cold.

"Catch" Joel said and throw me a beer

I managed to grab the bottle few centimetres before the floor.

"How is the album going?" I asked and pulled my body closer on Joonas cuddling on him

"It's going good but you know Mr perfection thinks something is missing" Niko said and we all laughed making Joel roll his eyes.

He was never okay with things being good, he wanted everything to be perfect and when we talk about their music I'm sure he was more strict.

"Oh cmon I'm sure the album is gonna be fire, you are the best on this" i said and took a sip from the beer bottle.

"Could you imagine how the band would be if Aleksja had stayed?" Tommi said

I have to admit i had never thought about that, would we get the fame they managed to have now? What if we never went on UMK and then Eurovision if i had stayed? I didn't know if my voice would still fit with their songs maybe after some years they wouldn't need me

"She would make our songs much better for sure" My curly haired man said and looked on me

"Nah you guys rock, i would destroy the songs and thank god we had only 4 gigs while i was in the band" i chuckled making them sigh

"You fucking idiot, we were the best member, always holding us on earth, you helped so much with the lyrics and kept us back from doing the bullshits every teenager does" Niko squeezed my face

"Remember when i broke my bass and you helped to raise money so we could buy a new one?" Olli said making me remember that month

He had accidentally broke his bass, he literally got into depression, i had to do my best to make my friend happy again and we also needed the bass. The money he had weren't enough and his parents couldn't afford buying another bass.

I looked everywhere and asked everyone for money, i even put some myself. After a week i managed to raise the money we needed and i went with Joonas and Niko to buy it.

Olli was so happy, when we surprised him with the new bass in Joel's dad garage where we usually had our rehearsals. He couldn't stop thanking me or jumping around like a little kid.

"Yea okay i did a lot maybe" i smiled and hugged Olli.

"I actually wanted to be in the band, it hurted a lot to leave, you know in Norway i learned to play guitar to remember Joonas" i said making the blonde one chuckle

"And what about me?" Tommi pretended to be hurt "did you learn drums too?" We all laughed

"I remembered you everytime i saw a teddy, and i remembered Olli everytime i woke up with a hangover" i said making the tall one laugh