But Still I Hold On

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You never really forget your first love. You also never lose love for that person no matter what they did you find a way to forgive them and go back just for things to be the same but sometimes moving on is all you can do....

"Jess I'm going to chill with Carlos I'll be back tonight." He said walking down the stairs.

I was in the kitchen looking for something to eat. "But I thought we were going to have a Harry Potter marathon." I said walking up to him with sadness in my eyes. "Babe I know but I forgot I already agreed to chill with him."

"Whatever." I said as I turned around and sat on the couch. He simply rolled his eyes and walked out of the house.

Alex is a pain in the ass but he's my everything. We fight a lot but all couples do so I just ignore it and deal with it
I got a text on my phone. It was my best friend May.

May: Heyyy bestie
Me: Hey girl wassup?
May: oh nothing just wanna know how your movie night with Alex is going
Me: It's not going at all he completely blew me off to chill with his friend Carlos
May: He's an ass forget him I'll come over and we can do it together :)
Me: thanks may you are truly the best
May: Tell me something I don't know. I'll be there in 30 ill pick us up something to snack on
Me: Yay!!

May and I have been best friends since before we could walk. She's my lifeline. Without her, I'll be lost. She gets us into every club and backstage of every concert. May was very attractive. She's a 5'5 light-skinned haired girl with curves for days. Every guy who sees her wants her. She was always the popular girl in school. Everybody loved her. They still do.

Like 30 minutes go by and I hear a knock on the door. I get up to answer it.

"Did somebody say sleepover??" May yelled as I opened the door.

All I could do was laugh. She's always so happy. I love her energy.

" Yesss let's get this party started!!!"

May came in the house and we got to it. We put out snacks on the table picked a movie and started our sleepover\ Movie marathon.

After a few hours, I started to get sleepy it was currently 2 in the morning. May already fell asleep on the couch. I turned off the TV and went upstairs. I turned on the light in my room and realized that Alex wasn't there. It was late and he wasn't home yet. I picked up my phone and called him.
"Hello" he said sheepishly
"Alex it's 2 am. Where the fuck are you?"
" I told you I'm with Carlos, chill out" " I'm sorry if I'm not okay with the fact that you've been gone all day," I said. I was getting kinda mad. I hate it when he does this.
"Alex can you please just come home?" " No bruh i think imma just spend the night with Carlos I don't feel like dealing with you yelling and shit it's annoying." he said then he hung up the phone.
Something told me to call Carlos and see if he was with Alex but I knew that he'd lie for him either way it went so I didn't call. I just laid there in my queen-sized bed hoping that my boyfriend wasn't lying to me. I then started to fall asleep. I'll just deal with my problems tomorrow.