But Still I Hold On

#16

                          WARNING THIS CHAPTER MAY CONTAIN TRIGGERING EVENTS!!
        JESS POV

   I was tied up to a wooden chair. I felt weak and defeated. I should've known something was off. Carlos was right Nate was bad news. After he recorded the video and sent it off to Carlos i didn't say anything to him. I refused to talk to him.

   The room i was in was small and empty. It was a single light on over my head. It smelled like dust and medal there was also a table for some reason. I had no type of energy. I didn't want to cry or yell for help. I actually wanted to laugh. Nate and two other guys walked in the room i was in. The two guys standing behind Nate had guns. They looked like they wanted to seem scary but to me they wasn't.

    "Guys this is Jess she's going to be our guest for a few days."

    "She's pretty boss."

    "She is indeed." Nate squatted down infront of me. "I know you might be wondering why your boyfriend brought you here.."

     "First of all stank breath your not my boyfriend we went on like 2 dates. I was only still being nice to you because i need entertainment and what's more entertaining then watching some lame ass wanna be bad boy fall for you just to get let down." He had a pissed off look on his face.

      "Oh i'm sorry sweetie did i upset you?"

      "Do you want to die or something?"

      "Do your worst." i smiled and sat back in the chair i was tied to. He wants to break me but it's not going to happen. While i was training with Timothy he told me what to do if something like this was to happen. So i was going to have fun messing with Nates head until he kills me.

     "Back to what i was saying. I brought you here because i know all about you."

      "Really? Is that so?"

      "I know you work for Carlos and he happens to be one of the people who helped kill my dad. I let it slide until i found out about you."

      "You know nothing about me."

      "Baby i know everything about you. I been watching you. I got close to you and let you let your guard down just so i could slip you something to make you easy enough to kidnap."

       "Oh what do you want a cookie or something?"

      "Stop being a bitch!"

     "You first." We sat there just looking at each other. I could tell he was mad. He wanted to kill me but he cant because i'm not valuable right now. He then smiled.

      "Lets have some fun. I wouldn't want Carlos to get you back all good and happy lets make him a little mad huh?" He sat up a camera and sat in infront of us. He untied me and put me on the table that was in there and tied me to it. I tried moving to get loose but it just made it worse. I knew what was about to happen. Worse thing is i couldn't stop it. He calmed on top of me. He kissed my neck softly. I felt a tear run down my face.

     He pulled down my jeans and kissed my stomach and made his way down.

      "Nate please. Don't do this."

      "Shhh." He continued to kiss my body. Everytime he did i felt a little bit of my happiness fade away. He took off his clothes and pulled my underwear down. I closed my eyes trying to find a happy place until it was all over. All i felt was pain. I cried with my eyes close trying to find something else to think about. I thought about Carlos. I knew he was going to come for me. All i felt was pain while he forced himself into me over and over again. After awhile he was done. I still didn't open my eyes i didn't want to look at him.