But Still I Hold On

#13

          As much has i hate him for what he said. I don't want his away from me. His touch his voice his lips. His body on mine. He makes me hungry for his touch. He drives me crazy and he knows it. With his body over me i can't help but to want him closer.

          "And if i say no?"

          "Then i'll leave you alone. I'm not one to pressure sunshine." I loved when he called me that. It made me feel some type of way.

           I wanted him. So bad and he knew it. I know he did. He looked me in my eyes. It made me want to just smash my lips on his. He smiled at me when he noticed he made me nervous.

            "Oh sunshine don't tell me i make you nervous. Adorable."

            "Shut up." He lend in. I turned my head avoiding the kiss so instead he kissed my neck. His warm and soft kiss made me let out a soft moan. I heard him laugh a little.

             "Just give in sweetie cause i'm not going nowhere."

             "No cause then you win and i never lose."

              "You might lose today mama." He whispered in my ear so smoothly. It sent a shiver down my spine. I want him and he wants me. So i gave in i kissed him.

               He kissed me back. I rolled us over so i was on top. I might have gave in but i'm no bottom. I have been wanting this forever. Ever since i moved in i have been waiting for this moment. For us to just go crazy with each other with no interruptions. He made me feel amazing. Everything he did made my body want him even more.

              He's the first guy i slept with other then Alex. He made me feel better then Alex ever did. My mind was gone i was in heaven and god knows i wanted to stay there. I could do this all night.

              I don't remember when but we both ended up falling asleep after. I layed in his arms. I woke up the next morning and he was still there. It as surprising. He usually leaves. I turned and looked at him. The sun was shining on his sexy face. It made me smile just thinking about the fact that he's still here in bed with me.

             "You know it's rude to stare." I jumped at the sound of his voice.

             "Jesus christ Carlos." He laughed. So i kicked him out the bed.

             He kept laughing. I looked over a him on the floor. "Goodmorning Sunshine."

            "Goodmoning asshole." he got off the floor. He stood up infront of  me. He didn't have anything on.

             "Carlos!!!" He laughed. "Ain't nothing you haven't seen before." I was about to respond when my phone started to ring.

             "Hello?
             "Jess hey it's Nate."
             "Yeah Nate hey."
             "Sorry for calling this early i just wanted to ask you while i still remember if you wanted to go to this drive thru movie thing."
             "A drive thru movie seems fun. What time is it?"
             "I think around 8. I could pick you up before that so we could go buy some snacks and stuff."
             "That'll be amazing i'll see you tonight then."
              "Alright see you tonight bye." Nate hung up the phone.

            Carlos was looking at me. "What?"

            "You going on another date with the pizza boy?"

            "His name is Nate and yes i am."

            "After last night you still wanna be with him."