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I felt better the next day and I just felt like going out after school.

The morning felt like it would never end because ms. Goodwin would not stop babbling about why we should stay in school.
But after lunch was when it started getting worse.
Jace started to walk towards me but I tried avoiding him all week. This time it was different.

He pulled me into the janitors closet and did not let me go.

"Jace, please don't do this." I whined.
"No, listen to me, when I broke up with you, I couldn't get you out of my mind." he said.

"But why would you break up with me, find someone else right after, and then cheat on her with another girl?" I whisper shouted remembering that we were in a janitors closet.

"I know but I only dated another girl because she reminded me of you."

Was it true?
Why would it be. I thought stubbornly.

"All I want is the truth." I told him.

"Ok but all I want is to prove that I really want you and no one else."

That hit me in the feels.

I really want him too but I have a bad feeling.

"I don't know if I can trust you cause
after all that has happened so far, Im really confused." I .say sadly.

"But just remember that I really love you and I would do anything for you." He said kissing my forehead.

I loved him too... But I didn't want to say it too soon.

Instead, I kissed him on the lips.
"I hope this goes out better" I say to myself.

It felt great to find his lips on mine and it was warm.
I wrapped my legs around him and he sat me down on a crate.

He unzipped my pants..
"Umm jace.." I said not wanting to do it. But my body did and it let him.

Stupid body

I felt kind of awkward and I hesitated but he continued.

And I let him.

He kissed my V-line and gentally glided his finger into me.

I accidentally let out a moan but I tried hiding it. I think he heard that cause he chuckled. Then Harry came into my mind. How would he have reacted?
Oh god, why is Harry keep on popping into my mind. Even while me and jace are together.

Stupid maya.

Then I heard the bell ring.

God damn it .

I put my pants on and left the closet with jace.
"We'll finish it next time." He said smirking. I smiled back at him and kinda felt bad for thinking of Harry in the middle of him fingering me.

Im so messed up.

I wonder what jace was thinking about when he was fingering me?

I literally only thought of that during study hall and I got caught daydreaming by ms. Korwin a lot.

Today was an interesting day.