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"I'm gonna have a baby???" I asked nervously.
"Yeah, now go check out in the front, get some papers, and come back, every week or every other week to get a checkup." The doctor said smiling.
I got up feeling more nauseous than before.
How was I gonna tell jace.
WHAT AM I GONNA TELL MY DAD.
I'm in loads of trouble.
What will they say?
Oh heyy guys I'm gonna be a DAMN mother. This is freaking crazy!!! I thought to myself.

I got home and awkwardly sat on the counter drinking some orange juice across from my dad reading an article.
Maybe I should just spill it now, how hard could it be.
Just when I was about to speak, the phone rang. Why does that always happen to me?
This is so frustrating.
My dad went to get it.
"Honey, they called me to work today, so I'm gonna go now but I'll be back by 9:30." He said.
"Ok bye." I said, while he left opening the front door.
"Are you okay?" My dad asked.
"Yeah, I'm fine, I'm just adjusting, with the whole, mom passing away thing." I said lying.
"Then that makes the two of us, but like I said, we'll get through it together." He dad coming back and kissing me goodbye.
I'll just tell him next time.

After he left, I went on my phone for like an hour and then fell asleep.
After waking up to the sound of the fire trucks, I got my mom's old measuring tape and measured my stomach. It was the same as before but it will get bigger by the end of the school year. Maybe it won't even show by then, enough for me to actually go to school.
Was it just me or did I want beef jerky?
I suddenly really want now. Maybe just another symptom.

A day went by quickly with regular school work and then I thought about Harry. He was leaving tomorrow. Will he even speak to me. Well I didn't do anything to him, so why aren't we talking? I'm afraid I might catch feelings, while having a boyfriend. But now he was slut free. But I have jace.
I'm just really tired right now with all the thinking and stuff.
I went to sleep at 6:00 and I woke up at about 10:00 the next morning.
God damn, I sleep a lot.
That was like sixteen hours of sleep.
It felt like months that I haven't seen jace. I was just so caught up on the whole pregnancy thing and the Harry thing, the days have gone by so fast.
Harry was leaving today.
HARRY WAS LEAVING TODAYY.
Maybe I should just go talk to him. My friends might have already said goodbye.
My mind kept on settling on Harry. Ugh.
Should I go or not? I thought mentally.
I picked up my phone and called Sarah real quickly before I changed my mind.
"Hello?" Sarah said.
"Hey Sarah."
"Hey girl." She said, happy to talk to me.
"Can you tell me which airport Harry went to?" I asked
"You have a crush on him don't you!!" Sarah said excitedly.
"Eww!! Of course not!! That's just nasty. Everybody needs to say goodbye." I said lying.
I thought Sarah should know that I liked Harry but I couldn't just tell her, it would be really awkward.
After she gave me the location, I drove there really fast before I missed him.
I wasn't gonna tell him how I feel, it would be wrong cause I have a boyfriend.
I'm just saying goodbye.

I looked for Harry in the crowded airport and then I saw him, sitting down with his headphones on.
I stood behind him thinking of what to say.
I went in front of him and he looked up.
"Hey." I said.
"Hi maya." He said taking out his headphones.
"Do you have a minute?" I murmured.
"I actually have 15 more minutes till my plane leaves." He said smiling.
"Im really gonna miss you. I hope you like it in New York." I said.
"Maya. You don't talk to me the whole camping trip or during the party. And now you say you miss me?? YOU MIGHT NOT HAVE EVEN REALIZED THAT I HAD A HUGE CRUSH ON YOU SINCE THE SEVENTH GRADE!!" He said breathing heavily.
He wasn't mad, I kinda saw a softness, and sadness in his eyes.
"I gotta go maya." He nearly whispered, turning around.

Just as I turned around to leave too, I felt someone pull on my hand.
And before I had the time to react, I felt my lips against Harry's.
It was a long kiss.
This was wrong to kiss him, but it just made me happy to see that Harry had the same feelings for me that I had for him.
"Bye, maya." He said hugging me.
"Bye, Harry." I said sadly.

(Heyy, I had time today in the morning so I decided to make an update.)
For the next chapters, I'm gonna fast forward the month to next month because I have no more freaking ideas!!! I'm dying here, but it's gonna take some time.
Kayy, byee cx
Love you :*