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Its been three weeks since me and Harry had sex and he was leaving for New York tomorrow.
The past weeks, all I thought about was Harry leaving. I'm sure I would be totally fine without him.
It has been loads of fun with him back in California but I guess tomorrow, it will all end.
Maybe we should do something together today.
Have some of us time.
I called Harry and he picked up near the last ring.
"What took you so long to pick up?" I asked suspiciously.
"Oh I was taking a shower." He replied.
"So are you doing anything today?" I asked him.
"No, you wanna hang out?" He asked me.
"I guess you beat me to that question." I said waving my hand in the air as if he was in front of me.
"And yeah, I would love to hang today." I said giving him the answer to his question.
"Okay, I'll pick you up at one." He said. "Bye."
"Wait, where are we go-" I said getting cut off by the phone clicking off.
I guess I'll just ask him when he gets here.

After I got ready, the door bell rang. Here he comes.
I open the door and kiss Harry hello.
"So where do you wanna go?" I asked him.
"Don't worry about it." He said shaking his head and opening the door for me.
I looked at him with a weird face expression.
"Are you gonna rape me?" I asked putting my hand on my chest as if I was surprised.
"It's not rape if the other person likes it as much as you do." He whispered back.
"Shut up Harry." I told him calmly but just enough to smile.
Just then Harry pulled up to a familiar place. I feel like I know where we are but I just can't remember as good.
"Where are we?" I asked still confused at the destination.
It was a park but from when.
"You don't remember?" Harry said smiling.
Just then, he climbed the jungle gym and sat on a gigantic rock.

Then it clicked.

"Is this where we used to hang out in like the seventh grade?" I said remembering the old times.
"Yeah when I was sad, that my "girlfriend" broke up with me, we sat here and you comforted me." He said using air quotes with his hands when he said girlfriend.
But I remembered what he was saying.
"Come here." He said patting the space next to him.
He pulled me up and I sat down.
The warm rock felt great against my butt.
I laid my head against his shoulders and talked about the times in middle school.
Those were great memories.
How did he remember all of these things that I barely even knew of?
He was the perfect boyfriend.... Until he leaves.

HARRY POV:

While her head laid on my shoulders, her beautiful voice echoed like a song.
I love her so much.
for a second I thought about telling her that I didn't want to leave, and stay here with her.
But how could I do that? NYU was my dream school and my parents would be very disappointed in me if I just left for some girl.
But she wasn't just some girl.
She was THE girl.
My girl.
After we spent hours on that rock talking about the past, we decided to head home.

MAYA POV:

Harry dropped me off home and I didn't want to leave cause the more the time past, it felt like the farther Harry was from me.
"I had a great time today." I told Harry.
"Me too. But I'll see you tomorrow okay?" Harry said.
"Fine, I love you." I responded.
"I love you too."
I tip toed to kiss him and we headed different directions.
Then after getting into bed, I went off into a dreamless sleep.
So fresh. So calm.

The next day, I was panicking.
What was gonna happen to me and Harry's relationship? Will it stay?
Maybe I should talk to him. Or should I not?
I couldn't even answer any of my own questions. I was turning into a freak show.

Later that evening, I met Harry.
"Hey." I said awkwardly. "So this is it huh?" I asked.
"Yeah, I guess." He answered back.
"I grabbed some of Harry's bags and loaded the trunk of the car.
Then, he cupped my cheeks. I loved when he did that.
"I love you, this is not goodbye okay?" He said in a pouty voice.
"I know, I love you too." I said back.
I kissed him, and then he headed off. I didn't even bother to look back. This is what it felt like to be stabbed. This feeling already caressed my body multiple times but it never felt like I was bleeding from the inside.
I went to the rock we were sitting at and watched as the kids played.
What was I gonna do now.
I don't know.

(Hii, so Harry officially left!! I'm so happy but so sad.)
Okay byeee ✌️