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After the ride, we headed to the lot with all the cars.
"Umm excuse me, I came here so see my car." I said to the middle aged man.
"Okay, ma'am, fill these papers out and then we'll get your car." He replied.

Why is there always papers to fill.
I grab the papers and walk to the empty chairs anyways cause I just wanted to see my car.

After filling them out, I walked with Sarah and the man to see it.
I was kinda excited to see it, but I knew it would have a bad intern.
Then I froze of astonishment when I saw a beat up car that once was mine in a lane.
I ran my fingers over it, and looked at all the bruises it had,
I treated it just like a baby.
I couldn't look at it anymore, so I just left after talking to the man about it.

I got home at night after going to subways with Sarah and plopped into bed as soon as possible.

The next morning, I didn't wanna go back to school.
I don't think it is the territory I wanna be in right now.
Other than that, I literally pull myself out of bed and put my clothes on before leaving the house without eating breakfast.
Breakfast made me gag anyways.
Sarah wasn't going to school today because she had a charity case to do so I took the bus to school since I didn't have the car anymore.
Before walking into the school, I took a deep breath and pulled the doors open.
I had to pass the freaking cafeteria to go to the west side of school and I always felt like people were eyeing me when I walked through.
I walked through and then sitting in the third table from the door, was jace and Bree holding hands talking to each other and laughing.

Then I saw Bree glancing towards me and then smirking.
I knew she saw me.
Then she wrapped her hands over Jace's head and kissed him long and hard.
That thot, didn't know that I didn't give a fucking shit about jace anymore, but something hurt at the pit of my stomach at the sight of Bree slobbering jace with her mouth.
I tried walking faster to the door and then I most embarrassing moment happened to me.
There I was, face flat on the floor after tripping over a crack or my shoelace.
I heard numerous people laughing and then everybody else joined in making it worse.
Bree was laughing and so was jace.
I was tearing up by the time I fully regained my balance and I ran straight into the bathroom pushing anyone that was in my way.

I saw that my mascara was running down so I tried wiping it with a tissue.
How could this have gotten any worse, I thought to myself shaking my head.
The rest of the day was bull shit.
All the teachers seemed to pick on me for not participating.
I might as well drop out of school.
I had that Idea for most of the time thinking about what would happen.

The next day, Sarah and I went to school together in her car.
I told her about everything that happened to me yesterday and she hugged me in disbelief.
A friend like her could be really handy at times like this.

I tried focusing in class but I swear it was all numbers and letters to me. I just couldn't learn anything with everything going on in my mind right now.

After school, Sarah came to my house to hang out like old times.
"Your going to prom!!" She whined.
"No, I'm not going, I won't have fun with jace and Bree together, and plus, I don't even have a date to go with." I said.
"I told you already, you're going with Harry, he's coming back!!! You have a beautiful dress, that you have to wear at prom!!!" She said making a pouty face holding up the dress.
"Sarah... I can't just go with Harry and expect not to catch feeling." I said sighing.
"But you already have feelings for him." She said back.
"But if I see him, I'm gonna realize that I REALLY like him." I said looking down. I didn't wanna say that I loved him because, the last time I said that, the person I said it to left me.
"Isn't that what you want though?" Sarah said.
"It is what I want..." I said laying down, face first.
"Then??" She answered.
"It I fall for him, he's gonna end up leaving to New York either way and I can't stop him, it was his dream to go there." I said being agrivated and kinda depressed.
"Come on, you can still go!!" Sarah said.
"NO, IM NOT GOING!! THATS MY DEAD ANSWER!!" I sort of yelled.
I didn't mean for me to give attitude to her and I saw the hurt in her eyes,
"I'm gonna go now, but I'll see you next time." She said walking out of my room in a flat tone.
I guess I'll just go to sleep like usual.

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