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8

I woke up with bags under my eyes and a gigantic headache.
I tried covering it with makeup but it wasn't working much so I just washed all of it off.
I tried to have a good attitude but I couldn't.
I fell asleep for the rest of the day until I heard the doorbell around 2 o'clock.

It was Harry.

"Woah, what happened to you?" he asked scrunching up his nose.
"Don't bother me.!!" I said harshly.
To be honest, I didn't want to hear jokes right now.
"Ok grinch." He said chuckling.
"I was wondering if you were hungry."
"I have pizza." He said lifting a pizza box.
I smiled and let him in.
"You only want me for my pizza."
"Maybe, maybe not.." I sang.

We sat on the couch and started to eat.
"So how was the date with jace last night?"
Even hearing his name made me sad.
"It's over between me and him..." I said in a low voice.
"Wait, what happened?" He asked concerned.
"It wasn't my fault was it??" He said sitting on the edge of the couch.
"No, don't think it was your fault, cause it wasn't, we were just not working out."
"Good , not that you guys broke up but that it wasn't my fault." He said awkwardly.

"If he couldn't see how special you are than its his loss, because you will find someone special one day and he'll see what he was missing. Don't let him break you down. your way too beautiful to sit around with bags under you eyes."

Wow.

I stared into his eyes and we went silent right after he stopped talking.
We got closer and our mouths almost connected.

Then it happened.

We kissed long and hard.....

"So what were you saying yesterday before we almost got in a car accident with a truck?" I asked quietly still tasting his lips.
"Oh it's too late for that." He said looking down.
"Noo , tell me."
"Well I said if you had the baby and jace left I..."
Then his phone started to ring.

God damn it .

"Hello?"
"Ok bye."
"Who was that?" I asked.
"Bree."
"Oh" I said feeling sad.
"I was suppose to meet her at the mall."
"Thanks for coming over" I said
"My pleasure." He said smiling and showing his dimples.
"Bye"

I knew what he was gonna say, I just wanted it to come from him.

I felt a burn at the bottom of my heart and I just wanted to forget about everything.
How could I have forgotten that he had a girlfriend.

But he kissed me .

I'm so confused now.
Did Harry have the same feeling for me too?
Why does it have to be so difficult.
Maybe he will break up with Bree and come to me.

Ughhh !!!! I even sound so desperate.

I went into the fridge and got myself a drink to cool my mind but it did not help much.

I just want to go to sleep again. Life sucks . Life is a bitch . Life is like a black hole .

(Forgot to update yesterday xc)
Sorry Angie :/