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"You coming?" Sarah yelled from my front yard.
"Yeah, wait a sec." I yelled back grabbing my last bag, and hugging my dad goodbye.
Harry borrowed his dad's van so we could all drive together. Harry and Bree sat in the front row, me and jace behind, and behind us was Sarah and Aran.
I slept for half the ride and looked out the window for the rest with music in my ears.

I couldn't help myself from looking at Harry through the mirror and he caught me a few times which made me uncomfortable so I kept my eyes out the window.
We passed such beautiful landscapes that I just wanted to roll over.

Around 6 o'clock, we got to our campsite and we started to put all our tents together.
Jace mostly did most of the work and I helped knowing that I knew nothing about setting up a tent.
Later that night, I stayed with Harry and Bree while jace, Sarah, and Aran went to look for wood for fire.
I awkwardly stayed there while Harry and Bree were all over each other.
Maybe I was jealous. I don't know.

About 30 minutes later, I finally had the nerve to leave and went into my tent.
I might as well go to sleep.
I took off my shirt to change into my night clothes.
Then, I heard a zipper.
There I was with a bra and panties and jace came in awkwardly.
This camping trip was only gonna be awkward now, I thought laughing to myself.
"Don't worry. I've already seen you, remember?" Jace said smirking.
He kept looking at me and I didn't even have the mind to pick up my clothes.
Then, I thought of Harry and Bree and how they were having a good time together then, I don't know what came over me and I kissed jace sitting on him with a bra and panties.
He kissed my neck, he always did that but I liked it.
He took off his shirt and his pants.
I wasn't ready for this tonight, especially in a tent but I let myself get over it.
I got on top of him once again and laid there together.
all I thought of was Harry and Bree together, they probably already had sex together.
I pulled Jace's boxers down and he went into me again.
It felt great but it also hurt. I thought the hurting would be over by now.
But it felt better.
"Jace are you putting on a condom?" I asked.
"No, but sometimes you won't get pregnant, and I doubt you'll be pregnant by some fun." He said.
I didn't even care at the sensation.
"Are you guys gonna come out?" Sarah asked, outside of our tent.
"Maya is a little tired, so we're just gonna go to sleep." Jace said smirking.
"Fine. I'll go tell the others." Sarah said leaving.
Good thing she didn't come in.

It was the morning and jace was not next to me.
I was naked.
I had sex with jace in a tent with no protection.
Oh my god....
Maybe he was right, I might not get pregnant at all.
I put on my long sleeve and shorts and I went to look for jace. He was with Aran near the lake. Oh yeah, he didn't like Harry. I can't believe they could stand each other for so long.
"Hi babe." Jace said, kissing my temple.
I saw Harry so I decided kissing jace on the lips. I didn't want to try making him jealous but I couldn't stop myself.

After breakfast, we all went to the beach two miles away and who knew it would be so packed.
I got on my bathing suit and went into the beach with Sarah. The others sat on the sand until I pulled jace into the beach. Jace carried me and swung me back and forth.
I felt Harry's eyes on me.
We played there for like three hours and then we went back.
We finally made s'mores and jace fed me when I sat back. Me and Harry had awkward glances and maybe he was jealous too.
"Guess what guys." Harry said.
What was it. I thought. Of coarse I didn't say anything. We weren't really talking right now.
"What is it?" Bree asked.
"I got a scholarship to NYU in New York!!" Harry said excitedly.
I was happy for him but some of me didn't want him to leave.
Everyone except me congratulated him.
"But, I'm leaving in March 8th to start early, and to see how the school is." Harry said looking down.
"Oh baby.." Bree said sadly.
Oh baby. I mimicked in my head disgusted, scrunching up my nose.
"So your not gonna graduate with us or go to prom?" Sarah asked.
"No I'm coming back for prom and the graduation, they're gonna pay for my trip." He said happily.
I didn't care, all I knew was that he was not gonna be with me.
This on and off feelings were killing me on the inside.
For the rest of the trip, I barely even spoke.

A week later, we left to go back home and I slept for the whole trip.
When I got home, I slept there too. All I thought about was Harry leaving in a week.
Maybe it was meant for him to go.

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