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About two week past since I spoke to Harry or jace.
I almost forgot why I was mad at Harry or jace.
I wasn't really mad at Harry but jace was another thing.

"Maya!!" I heard from the living room.
It was Sarah.
"Why haven't I seen you anywhere?" did you even go to school?"
"I have." I answered. "You just don't see me in school often."
"Come on, I'm gonna clean you up and we can go to the mall and get you new clothes and I need a new bra."
"I don't feel like it." I said picking on my nails.
"I'll just have to drag you then." She said .
"You can't just act like this just because a dumbass guy broke up with you which was probably not even worth it." She added shaking her head.
"Wow, that was deep son." I said playfully, and got up.
I put on jeans, a slouchy sweater, and I put my hair in a messy bun.
I looked fine I guess, well better than before.

We drove to the mall and we went into forever 21 and I got a sweater saying "forever is a long time."
After that, she practically pulled me into Victoria secrets to look at bras and panties.
"I guess this is helping me forget about Harry." I said looking at a lace bra.
"Harry?"

Oh shit.

"No I said jace."
"No you said Harry."
"Sarah, I know what I said." I told her.
"Whatever you say." She said mumbling.

Then she froze in complete silence.
"What?"
"Sarah, talk to me, what happened." I asked.
I looked At what she was looking at and I saw jace and a blond girl making out.
"Oh" I said sadly.
My feeling we're really hurt.
Even though jace broke up with me I still had feelings for him since the first time we met.

What is with me!!!! Uhhhh!!!
Do I like Harry or jace?

"What is he even doing in victoria secrets?" Sarah asked.
"It's pretty obvious that he came with the blondy to help her find a bra." I replied in a flat tone.
He never took mee to go shopping. v.v

It wasn't his fault, I let him break up with me and now the only two people that I actually ever had feelings for is with somebody else.

Seriously, why can't I choose between who I actually have feelings for.

"Am I a thot ?" I asked Sarah.
"What ? Hell no" she said.
"Your the last person that would be a thot that I know of." She added.

Oh yeah, she doesn't know that me and Harry kissed yet and now he probably hates me cause he won't even talk to me anymore.

"Maybe you just need to try to make him jealous." Sarah suggested looking at me as I watched jace and the blonde girl.
"Who?" I asked.
"Jaacce." She said shaking her head.
"Noo, that's bizarre!!"
"Just try it." She said .
"Fine, but not today."
Before I even noticed, sarah tied her hair up, put on sunglasses, and walked passed jace and the girl slowly.
As she came back, she nearly tripped. I was gonna burst out laughing.
She gave me the stank face.
"Ok, they are gonna meet here at the food court tomorrow so we will just have to come too." She said excitedly.
"I don't know about this." I said feeling nervous.
"It's gonna be fine."
"I'm gonna come over to your house tomorrow around 1:00 and I'll take it from there."
"Whatever. Just make sure you don't make me wear anything slutty." I said rolling my eyes.
"I make no promises." She said, smirking.
"Your a bitch." I said laughing.
"Ok whore, now let's go eat, I'm hungry!!" She whined.
She was always hungry.
"Fine, come on."

(Double update 😝✌️ just for Angie)