Trusted

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Me and Harry got in front of the place where our prom was being held and I tried breathing my stress out.

Harry led the way to the hall and he opened the doors for me.
We walked in and I imagined me and Harry to walk in slow motion and everyone would be staring but barely anybody was looking and I was perfectly fine with that.
Jace was with Bree and I couldn't stop staring.
Jace and I dead stared into each other's eyes and his looked sensitive and almost forgiving.

I already gave him a chance before and he totally blew it so why bother liking him again.
Me and Harry danced for a while and then we began to eat.
Harry pulled me towards him on the dance floor afterwards.
I put my hands around his neck and he put his hands on my hips.
"I had a great time with you." I told Harry.
"Me too.. Cause I'm with the most beautiful girl at this dance." He said looking at me.
We stared into each other's eyes and I laid my head on his shoulders.
I finally made a move and leaned in to kiss him.
But then the music ended, and it was just very awkward.
God damn it.
It never goes perfect.

"I'm gonna use the restroom." I said pointing to the bathroom direction.
Jace and Bree's table was on the way to the bathroom so I had to pass them AGAIN.
I better not fall like an idiot again.
They got up to dance again, so it was SO much easier for me now.
I went to the bathroom and after peeing, I fixed my makeup and my hair.
I did it just for Harry.

I went back but Harry wasn't on the table from before so I went to look for him.
I looked for him for five minutes now and then I saw him with Bree.
What the hell????
I was wrong about him.
HE WAS JUST LIKE JACE!!!
I saw him dancing with Bree and then she made a move on him.
She fixed his bow on his suit and then she kissed him.
I felt a large fucking stab on my chest and then I nearly fell over.
Did jace know about this?
I ran out of the building and made a run to the closest bus stop knowing Harry drove me here.
Harry saw me and chased after me but I was already in the bus and he missed me just after the door closed.
It was good that he didn't reach me cause that would just hurt more.

I got out of the bus and made a run for it with my heels in my hands, just about two blocks away from my house.
My dad had a night shift today so he didn't have to see my humiliation.
I knew my makeup was running right now but I didn't care about how I looked after what I just saw.
I cried into my white pillow and I couldn't stop.
The pillow color was probably a bad idea.
I heard a knock on my door but I didn't wanna open it cause I knew it was Harry and I really didn't wanna see him.
Then he started to bang on the door.
Suddenly, the banging stopped. Did he leave? He wouldn't knock.
I waited like two more minutes and then I decided to go downstairs to get a cup of water cause my throat was getting dry.

Just as I got up, a hand cupped around my mouth and my eyes went wide.

When I turned around, it was Harry.
"What the hell are you doing??" I asked.
"Shhhh!!! Is your dad here?" He asked me whispering.
"Noo!!!" I said. I wish I could have told him that he was here.
"How did you get in here???" I asked.
"I climbed through the window." He said calmly.
"Harry, I don't wanna see you right now, so leave, this is against the law to break into someone else's house!!" I said pointing to the door.
"But listen to me please!!" He pleaded.
"No I'm not, I can't go through this again harry!!" I said.
"Again?" He asked.
"Jace cheated on me with Bree.... Like two weeks ago. And I don't wanna have another relationship that ends tragically." I said looking up trying to avoid the tears.
Before I could react again, Harry forcefully kissed me.
What was wrong with him.
I tried removing his lips as fast as I can before I got caught up.
"Harry, WHAT THE HELL!!" I shrieked.
"First you kiss Bree and now, your doing this to me?? Harry get out of my house!!!" I said.
"I'm so sorry that will never happen again. I didn't know what Bree was doing. I knew she was flirting and stuff but I was really looking for you while I was on the dance floor and then she just came up to me." He said looking at me with nearly tears in his eyes.
I didn't know whether to believe him or not.
"Please give me another chance. I LOVE YOU." He said.

I felt nauseous again from when jace said that to me.
Trust was the biggest issue for me.

(heyy 😘 byeee✌️)