i'm both the best and the worst
that's what they always tell me anyways
the best partner the best lover who's constantly improving
the worst partner and abusive lover who's never going to change
over and over they threaten to leave while in the next sentence
they tell me they love me and want to be with me forever
sticks and stones will break my bones
my words will hurt us both
isn't it better to be the abuser
i can insult you to channel my pain
and then punish myself for speaking lies
put me in a box
break my bones to make sure i'll fit
stomp my head in for good measure
then tape it up and ship me out
