it's such a beautiful night, despite the anxious thoughts setting in
trembling hands travel over skin as they claw at little imperfections
in numb belligerence she does her best to get rid of the marks, causing them to grow
cycling through the motions every night
running in circles as she repeats herself, expecting different results
self destructing as she begs, to no one, to falls asleep unmedicated
her cries muffled by her pillow
