They're Gone

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Size of Harrys bump

   Its been about a month since the boys have left and each day its getting harder for me to get out of bed. Both physically as my bump grows every day and mentally as I just want the secureness as I know if I'm in it my bed won't leave me. The only thing that brings me the slightest amount of joy are my rosebuds, my rosebuds who their fathers are completely unaware they exist. I've given them their nickname when I first found out about them, they were the size of rosebuds and the nickname has stuck even though they've definitely grown. Their growth is showing as my bump has started to show whenever I wear fitted shirts, I'll probably have to go paternity shopping soon.

   I cant seem to keep my hands off my growing bump either as I always seem to have one hand gently resting on it. Yesterday was my four month appointment where I got to see my gorgeous rosebuds on the screen as well as hear their strong heartbeats. Perrie said my rosebuds are looking very healthy and strong, making a wave relief rush through my body as I let out a relieved sigh knowing that their okay. It saddens me every moment a milestone happens and the boys aren't here to experience it but I have to remind myself that their gone and I don't know when (or even if) their coming back. I cant be stuck on four men who left without any notice on our anniversary for that matter. I need to focus not on them but on my happiness, my rosebuds and thats all I need for right now.

   A pounding on my front door broke me from my thoughts, the incessant knocking getting louder as I walk towards it. 'I'm coming!' I yell as I through on a teeshirt and grab one of my poison ivy branches incase I need protection. Checking the peephole I place the small plant in my pocket sighing as I do so before opening the door to reveal some unexpected guests, my brothers. "Jeez Haz took you long enough." Ed groans as he carries all of the grocery bags in one hand and two large duffle bags in the other while Marcel smiles brightly with my little pinecone on his hip, my adorable nephew Wade. "Uncey Hawwy!!" Wade practically screeches as soon as I open the door trying to fly out of his Daddy's arms and into mine.

 "Uncey Hawwy!!" Wade practically screeches as soon as I open the door trying to fly out of his Daddy's arms and into mine

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Wade

   "Hey Hazza, how are the little ones doing?" Marcel asks as he hands me Wade, I blow a raspberry into his chubby cheek causing him to burst into tiny fits of giggles. 'My rosebuds are doing good, the morning sickness finally stopped so I'm over the moon.' I giggle as I close the door with my hip after my brothers enter. Marcel places his palm on my bump while Ed goes into my kitchen and puts away the grocery's the two brought. Marcel coos over my small bump as I get distracted by the small chubby (and slightly sticky) hands that get placed on either side of my face on my cheeks. "Uncey Hawwy, what wosebuds? I don't sees any!" Wade asks with an adorable pout as he inspects my house as Marcel and I walk towards the living room. Sitting down gently I place him to my side as I lift up my shirt just enough for him to see my bump.

   "Remember when Daddy and Papa told you, that Uncle Harry has two little babies in his tummy and that soon your going to get two new cousins?" Marcel asks getting the little boy to nod his head frantically. 'My babies are the rosebuds, thats just my little nickname for them. Like how I call you my little pinecone and your older cousins my little sunflowers.' I explain gently as he places his hands carefully on my exposed stomach, smiling sadly down at him I brush my finger through his hair as I watch his eyes grow with fascination something the boys don't get to do. Marcel must have picked up on my change of mood as soon he was interrupting the little moment by declaring a certain little boy needs a nap. "Yeah Uncey Hawwy you needs a nap." Wade mumbles as he rubs his heavy eyes, getting a giggle from me and an eye roll from his father he was soon whisked away into on of my guest rooms.

   Just as Ed was finished putting away the grocery's and their bags so was Marcel finished with putting Wade down for his nap. The two plop down on wither side of me on my couch and carefully wrap me in a comforting hug. I smile somberly as we used to do this with each other when one of us was sad, the sad one would be in the middle while the other two cuddle him. I feel tears prickle the back of my eyes as we all know why I'm in the just none of us want to say it aloud. "So..." Ed says quietly as he runs his hand through my curls as none of us have talked about the incident that happened a month ago. 'They're gone' I mumble  as the tears flow down my cheeks as I finally say it out loud, not having the strength to hold them back. "Your right they are, but you've got us. We're not going anywhere bubs, your stuck with us." Marcel whispers as he as he brushes the tears from my cheeks. "You've got us bubs, you've got your family. Who needs them, when you've got support from us." Ed says trying to comfort me but it doesn't help much as those two words replay in my head on a loop. No matter how much my family will be here for me a hole will never be filled until they're back, and I don't know when that will be.

   All I know is that they're gone and they might never return.   



Hello World,

I hope you enjoy this story. Were you expecting such a time jump or the pregnancy or the boys sudden disappearance. This story will be solely in Harry's POV from now on unless I say something, this is solely Harrys story. Men in this story are pregnant for 10 months while women are only pregnant for 9. What do you think so far? The chapters will all be in present tense as we are reliving the story as Harry tells it. Should marvel ships cross into this book as well? Harrys nephew Wade is not going to be Deadpool if Marvel ships come into play in this story. If so what ships would you like to see? Feel free to follow me, vote, check out my other Z.H.C.MP stories, comment, or do all four!

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