25. What Fate Holds

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A/N: Omg I just got the best idea, I'm not gonna say it (it isn't even a spoiler) but it will last until near the end of the fic

-3rd Pov-

Weeks of not speaking to a special someone can do great amount of damage to people. Especially when those involved wish to talk. You may think it's for the best, but it hurts both of you. It breaks someone to ask questions like 'Will they come back for me?' Or 'Why can't you love me...?' Nobody will ever admit it though. Why would someone admit they are wrong? Why would someone admit to their own weakness? Questions like these can not be answered. People who try to answer would be admitting their own defeat. People who try to answer would get stuck, as they do the same thing.

Blonde boy loves blue boy. Blue boy loves blonde boy. So why don't they be happy together? Why do they have so much pain and sadness in their relationship? People who love eachother should be happy right?

Weeks without talking. Blue boy wants to say something to blonde boy. Blonde boy doesn't know if he can trust blue boy enough. Blonde boy doesn't know if he can speak to blue boy.
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-Still 3rd Pov-

Sal sat up too look at Larry. "What?" He asked confused. Larry wasn't looking a t the boy but turned to face him after feeling him staring. "Talk to Travis." Larry deadpanned. "No." Sal responded. As much as he wanted to talk to Travis, Travis most likely never wanted to speak to him again. "Sal I'm serious, you obviously love Travis. And fuck! You said he kissed you back did you not? He obviously feels the same." That was true. Travis never seemed to hate the kiss...

"Your silence speaks loads dude." Larry said chuckling to light up the mood. "Listen Sal, it's been almost a month, or it might have actually been over month. You know what it doenst matter!" Larry said sounding frustrated . Sal let him speak, not wanting to make Larry even more mad. "Ok Sal, why don't you go back to your apartment.. it's late. When you make up your mind you can't text me"

Sal nodded and left the room, leaving Larry alone. He would have said more if he had the courage to, but he could tell that he had to leave because Larry was getting angry.

He made his way into his apartment and looked for his phone. He found it and checked the time. It was currently 2 AM and he still had some homework to do.

He tried for almost 2 hours before quitting. He couldn't focus due to what Larry had said earlier. He knew what he had to do. Sal put all of his work away and grabbed his phone, he hovered over Larry's contact before finally clicking it.

Maybe talking to him would be for the best.

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Sal
I feel like I should do what you said and talk to Travis. But I'm scared Larry, what if he still hates me. Or what if he gets mad at me for not reaching out sooner. It's been so long  and I still haven't apologized.

Larry
I stayed awake since I had a feeling I would be getting this text. Just please do it sal... trust me, I've known you for so long and you've seemed happier ever since you guys became friends. Please do it sal.

Sal
I understand but  it's been weeks. Wouldn't he be mad at me? I can't apology now, it's just too late. I really do love him larry, I'm just scared on what would happen if I apologized now.

Larry
Listen sal, If you don't try now, nothing will ever happen. You can't fucking sit here and expect things to get better when you aren't even making an effort. If he gets upset then he gets upset. That's just what fate held. Everything happens for a reason. If you don't do it now you could regret it later.

Sal
Larry, what if I don't like what fate brings to me..

Larry
No matter what happens I can assure you that nothing would keep u 2 apart. The longer you wait the worse it will get. And maybe whatever outcome you get will lead to better things. It could lead to new things in the future.
Larry
If you don't do it now, your outcome will change. The longer you take, the worse it could get. Stop being a fucking pussy.

Sal
Thank you. I'll try..

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Sal didn't put his phone away after talking to Larry. Instead he just stared at the screen, he stared at the blonde boys contact, unsure of what to do. He felt like crying but wouldn't. He was terrified of this.

What if Travis did forgive him? Would he be good for a relationship? What if he just fucked everything up again?

Sal mentally slapped himself and pressed on the conversation. He looked through old messages, smiling. He was going to take Larry's advice to heart. He started typing.

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Sal
Hey.
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