The Story of You and Me - Book 1

Lesson9: My lies, his tears (prt2)

Hideya didn't insist anymore and accepted that he can't get into the house through the main door. He looks up to the second floor and there he sees the light in Keisuke's room, desperate to talk to him he climbs up the tree to the second floor into the balcony.

Meanwhile, Keisuke is still lying down motionless on his bed while looking at his own reflection on the glass door that leads to the balcony "I can't see him anymore, not anymore" – he uttered. His eyes widen when he saw a tall brunette male standing on the balcony, he rubs his eyes to clear his vision and soon realizes that he's not seeing things, it is Hideya standing outside.

He quickly stands up "Hideya?"

The male on the other side of the glass door comically signals him to open the door.

"What are you doing there?!" – he exclaimed.

"Hurry up and open the door" – the brunette demanded.

"No! I told you to stay away from me!"

"Open the door or I will break it?" – he said with an irritated tone.

Keisuke reluctantly opens the door slowly but as soon as he unlocks the door Hideya pushes it and quickly enters the room.

"Woohh good, it's freezing out there you know, you should've opened the door sooner, I can't feel my legs and arms" – he said comically as he rubs his own arms.

"How did you even get up here?"

He pointed to the tall tree near the balcony "I climbed up through that tree"

"W-why are you here?" – he asked as he turns his back.

"Really, that's the first thing you wanted to tell me after what you did this morning and disappearing for almost a week?" – Hideya asked and he quickly grabbed Keisuke's hands pulling him towards him "Why are you avoiding me? What's with the 'don't touch me' and 'stay away from me' thing?"

"Y-you heard me, I don't want to see you anymore" – he is avoiding the other's gaze.

"Why?!" - Hideya asked angrily. For a moment the ginger remained silent that makes the brunette impatient, he quickly grabbed his shoulders then squeezes them "Answer me, or should I have to force it out of you" - he said with a dead tone.

Squinting in pain and still avoiding Hideya's eyes he speaks "C-cause I just realized that I don't really love you... s-so let's just forget everything and pretend that nothing happened between us" - he said in a very low volume towards the end.

This gave him a sharp stabbing pain that made him grit his teeth "Look at me when you're talking, say that you don't love me while looking at me straight in the eye!" – said in an increased voice as he is now cupping and squeezing Keisuke's face forcing him to look at him.

The ginger slowly looks at the brunette and he sees his deep dark brown orbs glaring down at him.

Hesitantly he opens his mouth that he tightly closed "I don't lov-" – but before he was able to finish his words Hideya's lips covers over his lips. He wanted to protest, he wanted to push him away, he wanted to say no but he can't, he was lost with the kiss and soon slowly closes his blue eyes. When Hideya lowers his kiss to his jaw down to his neck, Keisuke quickly remembers what Akari told him about "...he always gets what he wants whenever he wants by manipulating people..."  – he quickly pushes him away.

"I've told you, I want to stop this!" – Keisuke said angrily.

"Can you PLEASE explain to me what's going on?" - he desperately asked because he don't want to hurt him anymore only to get answers which he knows are all lies.