Brokeback Mountain-I wish I knew how to quit you.

Chapter 9 "True feelings"

(Ennis)
It had been a long and exhausting week because the weather had begun to go down durin the night and swell in the day. Me and Jack had our daily brakes at the camp, but he was fussin, over going back to tend to the sheep.(Jack) "hey, you wanna have a couple of drinks?". (Me) "Na man, you gotta go back to them sheep". (Jack) "Come on it'll only be a couple". Thats when we made the decision that would for ever change our lives goin forward.

Before I knew it we were laid sprawled on the ground, drunk as all hell, and in no shape to work. We decided to just go check on the sheep tomorrow mornin and sleep. Jack slept in his tent while I froze my ass off outside with only my jacket, and a thin blanket to keep me warm. I was shufflin, and shiverin till, (Jack) "quit, ur yammering, get in here". I slowly picked up my blanket and walked to the tent.

I got in and layed down next to Jack and rapped my blanket around myself. As I was layin there tryin to sleep, I felt my right hand bein grabbed and wrapped around someone. Seconds later I jolt up and so does Jack. We looked at each other with only our noses inches apart. Jack then took off his jacket, and so did I. I don't know what came over me, but next thing I knew we were kissin each other. The smell of alcohol was overwhelming.

Jack then unbuttoned his pants and I did the same. I thrust into him multiple times not even thinkin straight as I did it. As soon as it started, it was over....

~time skip~

I woke up with a small stream of light comin from the tent hittin my face. I got up and noticed my pants were unbuttoned. The memories from last night then came runnin back to me. I tried shakin it off as if it were some weird dream. I got up to go saddle my horse, not sayin a word to Jack, who was still sleepin.