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You: Morning my little booger

Liv: Mommy?

You: Hi...

Liv: You came home

You: I was always coming home

Liv: I missed you

You: I missed you too. Now, get dressed, please

Liv: Yes mommy

You kissed her head and went to Haylee

You: Hey bubba

Haylee: Mom?

You: Mhm. It's time to get up

Haylee: What time is it?

You: Around 10. Dad and I just let you all sleep

Haylee: Oh...thanks

You: Just get dressed and come on down

Haylee: Okay...and mom?

You: Yes bubba?

Haylee: I'm really happy you're here

You: I was always going to be here

You kissed her head and went to the boys

You: Hey Ry

Ryan: Hi mom

You: Can you get dressed for me?

Ryan: Yeah...

You: Thank you

Ryker: Mom?

You: Hey bubs

Ryker: Are you okay?

You: Of course, just worked late. Are you?

Ryker: Yeah. Why did you wake us up so late?

You: Dad and I wanted to let everyone sleep

Ryker: Thanks

You kissed his head and went downstairs to Tom

Tom: Hey shortie

You: Hi Spidey

Tom: How ya feeling?

You: Much better

Tom: I'm glad. Are we all staying home today?

You: Yeah. Thought we could have a beach day, then we could all relax

Tom: I think that's a fantastic idea

Just then Liv runs in

Liv: Daddy!

Tom: My Livvy!

Liv: What's for breakfast?

You: What would you like?

Liv: Eggos!

Tom: Alright, eggo's it is

You laugh at the sight that's unfolding

Haylee: What are they doing?

You: Making eggo's bubba

Haylee: I remember when dad and I used to do that...every Saturday morning

You: I bet he remembers that too

Haylee: It's fun watching you and dad do the stuff with them that you did with us

You: It's fun to do it again

Haylee: I love having a little sister to care for

You: I'm so glad you and Ryker were okay with this

Haylee: I always wanted a younger sibling, then you and dad mentioned making our family bigger and all I wanted to do was jump up and down like a kid in the candy store

You: I didn't know you were that excited

Haylee: Anything we do as a family gets me excited

You: How's school?

Haylee: Uhh—fine. Yeah, fine

You: Haylee, I already know

Haylee: Ryker, told you...didn't he?

You: Yes, but I put it aside. I wanted to talk to you about it, not Ryker. Yes, you're twins but you two are different...so different

Haylee: So?

You: So, you're your own person. You're smart, beautiful, strong, resilient...you're my daughter

Haylee: Does that make me special?

You: So special

Haylee: Why? Why is that special?

You: Because you and Ryker were me and dad's gift

Haylee: So?

You: I was never supposed to have my own kids and when I had you two, I was grateful. I still am, every day

Haylee: Then why don't I feel special? Why do I feel like I'm nothing?

She started to cry and buried herself into you

You: Haylee...

Haylee: I'm tired of feeling this way mom

You: I know baby...I know

You managed to get her away from everyone and tried to calm her down as best you could

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